What. tomorrow.

9:15PM. Turned on the computer like half an hour ago. Was supposed to finish off this History presentation thing. But gahh. What am I doing. So well. Yeah. The CF Camp post has been delayed. Probably will do it next week. Probably. 'Cause. You know. I've been banned from using the computer. AGAIN yea I know that. Reason. You don't wanna know why. Hahh. Hmm. This may be considered as sneaking. 'Cause I'm blogging without permission yeah I know that. So what. And and and. I dislike lying. Told a lie today. Whoops. I told the teacher that there's practice in fact they were just doing nothing sitting around chatting there. Hmm. I must stop telling lies. Sinning is BAD. Yes I do know that. My. Another crapping post. Jess Minn isn't talking to the wall. Gahh.

Will introduce you people Gingie-man next time. Yeah I named it. Sounds stupid but who cares. IT'S MINE. As long as I like it. Hahh.

Oh yeah.
Happy 15th birthday Mandy. =)

Sadly this post has come to it's end. As I'm running out of craps. Oh well. Will be back to edit if I feel so but I think I most probably won't.

Have a good night.
JESSMINN. -GG.COM

P.S.
We won.
=)

Once again,

GG.COM-

RUFUS ENZHAO CHAN

Well I had been wondering whether should I add on a new post for quite some time. And as you can see, yes I'm adding another post here. Gahh who doesn't know that. Since the computer is turned on. And since I'm not gonna sleep tonight. I'M SUPER SERIOUS. So. Well. I'm not gonna talk about something here. Gahh the so called "something personal". Hmm. What makes someone thinks so. Hahh anyway eating does cure. Oh yes it does. My. I've been eating a lot these days. I've no idea why. Food just seem mega-tempting to me. Lately. And whoo, I realized that I grew fat. VERY fat. My. How happy she was when I told her that. =.='"| Hmm. 11:01PM. Don't feel like leaving this computer but I know I have to. How lucky I am to be able to sit here and blog in peace. But anything might happen, yes I do know that. So. I better stop this before something happens. Hahh. And oh yeah. I HAVE ALL THE PICTURES WITH ME NOW!! Whee I'm happy for that. But. Tomorrow. Yes. Tomorrow. Oh well. That's what you call life. Joker. May your new life be filled with excitement and may the Lord be with you always. God bless you. =)

11:10PM. Now I know what to put as the title of this post.

I'll make this post a rather eye-catching one.
My I just can't wait for the meeting to end tomorrow night and blog about the camp. Hehh.

Behold,

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The title.

Whoo. Finally I'm ending this post. 11:34PM. Was waiting for this picture to be uploaded. What's wrong with the conncection. Sheeshh. So well. This is all. Such a short post took away so much of my time. =.=

I'm not gonna sleep. MEGA-SERIOUS HERE.

JessMinn.
Tomorrow.

Gee.

What's so nice 'bout blogging anyway.
Nothing else to do.
Oh well. Whatever.
See. Another post wasted.
Why can't I just stay away from this computer.
Gahh.
The mom's gonna be back so soon.
After spending quite some time there.
So this will be the last post till the weekend I guess.
Unless.
I get the permission.
Which I most probably won't.
Hahh.
Well today. Colourless.
Not a good day.
Not at all.
Why can't I get things right for even just once.
Why am I so

useless.

Why.
Why get others into trouble.
Why was I not there.
Why am I not there.
Why can't I be frank.
Why not telling the truth.
Why not being a so-called-true-friend.
Why not doing the right thing.
Why not doing what I should.
Why not knowing what to do.
Why.
Such a failure I am.
Someone needed.
Hmm.
An additional 'S' to that.
Yeah.

And.
Why emo.

Gahh.
Well.
It's about time for me to study.

So that's all.

Somebody.
JessMinn.

dota.

Who says tomorrow is a schooling day. Gahh. And. What is the problem with you. Yes I mean you. What's with all those craps. As if I'd listen to you. Who's the one doing so huh. Why do you even care of what people think about you. As long as you know that you're doing the right thing. Seriously. What's the problem with you. I've been wondering this. And to be frank, I was kind of fed up just now. I'd beat you up if I was allowed to. Very seriously. Anyway. I'll pray for you. That's the best that I can come out with. May God bless you. Gahh. Mood-spoiler.

And as for now, I shall emo. I think.

Yeah. Who cares anyway.

9 hours.

-JessMinn.
Misses the beach.

It's on!!

Whoo. I'm happy I guess. Hahh.
I kept on adding new posts these days.
My. I wonder why. Hmm.
Well.
So it all started at 12:25pm.
But ended at 12:43 shortly after that.
- Plan failed.
Oh well. Couldn't expect much. But.
7:58pm.
It started again.
It continued.
And.
It did not end until 10:24pm.
The modem's fault. Gahh.
Anyhow.
The plan is on.
Which.
Made my night. Hahh.
My.
I did not expect this at all.
Turns out everyone's free tomorrow.
After all those contacting stuffs.
After all those planning.
It's on tomorrow!!
Whee. I'm happy.
This can be considered as some kind of.
Last minute planning..?
Thanks to Mandy for suggesting this.
Really.
And thank You Lord,
that You allowed this gathering to be on tomorrow.
But.
Too bad some of them can't make it.
You guys are gonna miss the fun.
Hmm.
So well.
Guess that's all.
And my.
I really should stop this blogging style.
It's like another me.
Gahh. Whatever.
Hmm.
1:51am.
29 hours to go.
How sad.
Till here.

Have a good night.
JessMinn.
Oh yeah happy birthday to Alisson. =)

72 secondssssssssss

Waha. Ha. Ha. HAHHH.

THAT'S THE ANSWER
THAT'S THE ANSWER
THAT'S THE ANSWER
!!!

Now he's doing the counting. =.=''|
And I'm the one waiting.
For the answer.
Of the question.
That kept me awake.
On the second night.
In his car.
His car. =(
Joker.
Don't leave. Please..?

Oh yeah he got it. Right I am.
72 seconds' the answer.
That's the answer.
*jumps on the bed 'til I fall* XD
Whoo I just love my slow brain. Heehh.
Thank You Lord!!
For this little brain!!
Hahh.
Guess that's all.
See, another random post.
Gahh. I better stop this.
Okay. Will be back to edit the post below if I feel like it.

Love my brain,
JESSMINN.
Hahh.

All day.

2:04pm.
Once again. Jess Minn logged in to Friendster.

The long-time-ago-fun-thing.
NOTE THAT. Long time ago.
I know everyone's on Facebook now.
But.
I'm just lazy to create an account.
Plus.
I can't even handle this Friendster thing.
To me.
Logging in to Friendster seems like studying History.
My. What a description. =.=
'Cuase I'm lazy to care.
Gahh. What am I crapping about.
Hmm. 21st March.
I do remember.
Happy birthday Jess Lynn.
Sweet sixteen ehh.
Free from major exams this year.
Good for you. Unlike me.
My. Why am I not studying now.
Anyway.
All the best this year.
And
May the Lord be with you. Always.
Enjoy your nine hours plus left.
Hehh.

A new paragraph.

Hmm.
The plaster. My neck.
Is it gonna hurt when I take it out?
I hope it won't.
Anyway thanks to Reuel. For the nice angle.
Hahh.

And well. What now.
Nothing else I guess.
Oh yeah. The plan.
HOW?
When are you people free and.
How to contact all of you?
=(

Such a random post. I shall do this more often. Hehh.
So this is all I guess.
Oh I just got a chocolate from this little sister of my sister's friend.
Just at the right time kid.
Heehh thanks a lot.
Well.
I shall be back to edit this post if there's anything else to add on.
For now,
I'm ending this post with

lousy Friendster.

-JESSMINN-

Yes I do.

MIND. Gahh.

Uh oh. Fever is back. Hmm. Actually it came back and now it's still here. So. It goes like this. I had that fever and it disappeared but after that it came back and now it's I'm still having it. Get it. Gahh.

Since everyone is posting about this. Seriously. Everyone.

Behold,

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the Kuantan fliers. So this is how it looks like.
Gahh I know I'm very outdated. This is what happens when one is away from the computer for days. To have fun at the beach and never come back. Wahaha. HAHH. Sheesh why am I reminding myself that I'm back home. How sad.

For those who are lazy to click to enlarge the pictures above, here's the details.
REVO ACADEMY: 28th March. Saturday. 9:30am-12:30pm. Grace Charismatic Centre.
REVO PARTY: 28th March. Saturday. 7:30-10:00pm. Tamil Methodist Church.
For further information, CLICK.

You do not wanna miss it. Seriously, this is a life-time experience. So. I shall see you there next Saturday. My. Exam's so near. And yeah, 28th March. Rufus is leaving. Joker. Why do you have to. Sheesh. I'm gonna miss you so much. Seriously. Don't ask me not to bluff. 'Cause I'm not bluffing. =(

And um, yeah. I just got to express it here.

I'm not happy about somebody.
I know I'm selfish. But. Seriously.
I never like people to take my belongings away.
Yes I mean you.
Sorry I know I sound mean. But.
I just can't stand it.
I just dislike that.
I'm a coward. I do not have the courage to tell you this.
So. This may be my fault too.
Sorry to say this here but, please.
Please. Please.

Okay I'm done expressing. Sheeshh. Who knows whether that person gets it or not. That's all I can do. I'm not gonna do anything more. At least I did something. And. Who cares. As long as I know that it belongs to me. It's mine larhh weyy. My. What a language.

And here's how I end the second post of the day. Or shall I say the first post of the next day. Whatever.

ROUND WINDOW ROUND WINDOW ROUND WINDOW
THANKS FOR TRUSTING ME =D
But no thanks for the laughing and all those. Anyway thanks for laughing as well. Made me laugh and made me happy too. Hahh.

Hmm. I trust.
JessMinn.
Nights dear. Hugss. Heehh.

Round window

According to Wikipedia,

The "round window" is one of the two openings into the cochlea of the inner ear. It is closed off from the middle ear by the round window membrane, which vibrates with opposite phase to vibrations entering the cochlea through the oval window. It allows fluid in the cochlea to move, which in turn ensures that hair cells of the basilar membrane will be stimulated and that audition will occur.

Anatomy:

The round window is situated below and a little behind the oval window, from which it is separated by a rounded elevation, the promontory.

It is placed at the bottom of a funnel-shaped depression (the round window niche) and, in the macerated bone, opens into the cochlea of the internal ear; in the fresh state it is closed by a membrane, the secondary tympanic membrane or round window membrane, which is a complex saddle point shape. The visible central portion is concave toward the tympanic cavity and convex toward the cochlea but towards the edges, where it is hidden in the round window niche, it curves the other way.

Click to know more 'bout it. Try here too.
Told you that there's a round window. Gaahh.

I miss that place. =(

Let this post be picture-less. As I don't have any right now. Can't wait to get the pictures and post 'bout the camp. My, I just miss that place. Can't believe that I'm facing the monitor right now. Bring me back there. Bring us back there. Please. =(

Anyway here's what happened. This may be a bit messy but, who cares. So the first day. 17th March. Arrived KBC at 8. 8 plus. Forgotten. XD Arrived Balok Beach an hour or so later. 12 joined this camp: Rufus, Amos, Wei Han, Reuel, Jerome, Jeremy, Jordan, Daniel, Joyce, Yan Wen, Mandy, me. So we started with ice-breaking, which was the curtain game. My I'm so lazy to write 'bout the whole camp right now. Anyway, there's this mamitoe thing which I do not know how to explain it here. Each of us were to draw out a name from the bag which papers of our names on it. The person that you drawed shall be your mamitoe. The task is that, we were to treat our mamitoe nicely throughout the whole camp. Gives things to your mamitoe through someone else. Etcetera. Just treat your mamitoe nicely without him or her knowing it. Until the end of the camp. Hahh. My mamitoe had a shock when she found out that she's my mamitoe as she didn't expect me to be the one, at all. Hahh. So that's the end of the camp. Will be back to write more as I really don't feel like writing 'bout it now.

Hmm. Love the nuclear bombmoonrise.

This is how I end this post.

ROUND WINDOW DOES EXIST!!!

Missing. Somebody. Jess. Minn.

Hours later.

I'm back.

=(

Try make it 3 weeks next time. 3 days is not enough at all. Seriously. I WANT A NEXT TIME!!!

One word to describe it: FUN
Two words to describe it: EXTREMELY FUN
Three words to describe it: SUPER DUPER FUN
Just love it.

I'm not at the beach now. Gahh.

Off for the bed,
JessMinn-

Packing

Now. Here's the 2 things that I wish I have more right now.
1. Oxygen
2. Time

Somebody grant my wish, please?
Hahh only joking. I know none can. XD

Off to pack,
JessMinn.
Isn't this boring. XD

Asking. Seeking. Knocking.

Uh oh. A few minutes ago I was so in the mood to blog but now, something took my mood away. Why did I even view that page. SHEESHH.

Anyway that thing won't stop me from blogging. I'm still gonna blog although it's a bit disturbing. Now here I go.

I shall start with
what a day.

"A verse a day keeps Satan away."

Whoo. Nice one.

And so finally MYF Sunday of year 2009 is over. We youths took charge of the whole service this morning and well, everything went fine. The only unusual thing was that it ended half an hour earlier. Hahh. Liturgist for the day was Kevin, En Wei was the worship leader, Daniel the scripture reader and the pianist was Rachelle. I played a small role, that is the pianist for the worship songs, and well, I struggled a lot. Seriously. But everything went fine in the end. Hehh. I banged the piano so hard but still I couldn't hear the piano. XD And there's this short movie that the youths filmed, a bit retartded, yet hilarious and meaningful. Hahh. Great job people. MYF-ers rocks!! XD

Evryone started asking me where I got those when they saw those. Hehh.

And yeah, this bible.

Looks big right?The actual size. That was my thumb, I think. XD

What was the photographer focusing on. =.=

The morning went fine, and so did the noon. Just fine. I started to pack the stuffs for the camp and well, I don't wanna talk 'bout that. It's still not done yet now. Gahh. I'm running out of time. Yet I'm still here blogging. Yea I know that. Well tomorrow's gonna be a busy day, and yeah, once again, no time for studying. Hmm. Maybe I should try stealing some. Hahh.

Overall today has been great, oh yes it has. Hahh. Went to the mall just now and so finally, my precious watch is ticking again. After I-don't-know-how-many-months. Hehh. And well, at least I got the things I wanted to. But it's still not done yet. Anyway it's better than nothing at all. Hahh.

My. 12:47 am. I shall sleep. Right.

'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.' -Jeremiah 33:3

His child,
JessMinn.

I just love this picture.

GUESS WHAT

I'm havin' more fun. Gahh.

SO WHAT.
So something.

12:37PM. GAHHH.

Now what

12:33am. I'm not asleep yet. Obviously. Gahh.

Just found out remembered that today's the first day of the first school term holidays of the year. Why am I not excited at all. Sheesh I don't think studying will be the main activity filling up my one-week-holiday. I did plan to study tomorrow but, last minute meetings and arrangements just stole away those free time. I'm not getting up late tomorrow 'cause of choir practice. One of tmy failed plan. My. When was the last time I got up from bed after nine. Oh well. Less than two hours for me to rest, I'm gonna find myself in my music teacher's place after that. And two hours later, church. This band practice thing for MYF Sunday which is the day after tomorrow. GAHH. MYF meeting at night, as usual. So that's how my Saturday will be like.

I seriously need a long sleep. Pleeeeeeeeease. Can I sleep for 24 hours wihtout any interruption in between? I'll wake up after that 24 hours, I promise. I just need that 24 hours. I just need that break, PLEASE. I'm just so tired of everything.

I'm gonna find myself waking up in a bad mood six hours or a little bit more later. Bad mood in the morning = bad mood for the rest of the day. Somebody please colour my day.

I'm done here.

OFF
JESSMINN.

Who knows, tomorrow might never come.

If you gotta, you gotta.

Once again, record was broken. And another one.

According to J.W.,
"People who die young are lucky. Fortunate."

Explanation - When you die old, people will remember you as how you looked when you were old, whereas when you die young, people won't remember you as how you looked when you're old 'cause they never get to see your old face. They will remember you as how you looked when you were young. I know this might be confusing. My lousy English.

TODAY IS A FRIDAY.

A father of a thirteen-year-old-boy was teaching his son to drive in the housing area. The boy actually drove around the housing area himself. Lucky child he is. If only I were him. When will my day come. I wonder.

My mind is totally blank right now. Hmm. There's so many things to say yet I can't even think of one. Fine. This is how my post's gonna end.

Sleep,
JessMinn.

I MISS

THEM.

I know You love me

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done

I just need to cry. But HOW?

=(

I do need my rest.


JessMinn
WHATISWRONGWITHME

Difference

Make one today.


To be frank, I'm still speechless. Gahh.

It seems like everything's suffocating me. Pressure. What does that mean. I know I'm fine but I don't think so. Gahh. Something's wrong with me. Guess so. Sheesh. I'm giving away my whole morning to choir practice and my whole evening to church tomorrow. Only 2 hours for me to rest in between. My. How am I gonna do my part well on MYF Sunday. Help me Lord. And again, I'm not spending my holiday studying. How sad. The next topical test is just a few weeks away and I still haven't start on my revisions. This month is gonna be much more eventful than last month. Which also means, there's hardly any time for me to study. Which means, I won't understand much about my studies. Which also means, results for the next topical test's gonna be a nightmare. NO I DON'T WANT THAT. Aww. Please. Help me.

What a post.

Taking a breath,
JessMinn.
WE'RE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE'RE DIFFERENT

Broke Free.

Why in the world did I ever create a blog. Sheesh.

My. A month passed by just like that. February. There's just too much to say. Well the reason why did this blog was kind of abandoned in the past month is that the lousy owner was banned from using the computer for a month because dontaskwhy. Gahh. Good thing that there's only 28 days in February. But anyway another 2 more days doesn't make any difference now. I'm like so used to not touching the computer. Hmm. February.

3rd - Happy belated birthday Kyu Hyeon
4th - Happy belated birthday JAE JOONG (NOT AGAIN), Jeremy (=.=|), Desmond L. and L. Yon Sheng
6th - Happy belated birthday YOON HO
9th - Happy belated birthday Han Kyung
10th - Happy belated birthday Shi Won
14th - Happy belated Valentine's Day everyone =.="'
18th - Happy belated birthday dad, CHANG MIN

I know none of those mentioned above will read this. But then I just want their names to be here. I remember you people's birthday ehh. Gahh this sounds so retarded. Anyway, here's the most shocking discovery of the month.

JAE JOONG'S ACTUAL BIRTHDAY WAS ON 4TH OF FEBRUARY.

What was that. A fact confirmed by his birth mother. According to her, if Jae's birthday was recorded as the 4th of February, it would bring him bad luck. And so his birth date was recorded as 26th of January. My, my. Why did she reveal it only now but not years ago. Causing everyone to celebrate his birthday on the wrong date.

Now what else happened in February. Hmm. Choir practices, St. John exam, and yea, the first topical test of the year. Which I did it not that badly. Hahh. I scored full marks for the only subject that I didn't revise. Sounds stupid right. But no, it's not at all. That's the blessing given by God. It's hard to believe but that's what I got when I rested in Him. Thank You, Lord. =) And um, I didn't get a C back this time. Ha. Ha. Ha. XD So besides studying and exams, choir practices was also one of those which filled up February. No comment on that one. So conclusion about February - kind-of-eventful-month. At least there were some. Hehh.

How can I forget to mention 'bout this. The first Higher Ground session of the year was on the last day of February. So finally. It was awesome, as usual. And yeah, Revolution tour is back. The tour in Kuantan will be held on the 27th-28th of March, the venue, still unknown. And there will be a CF camp on the 17th-19th of March, which is during the school holidays. It will be held at Balok Beach, and guess what, we're gonna sleep in tents. WOW. 2 nights. Not 2 years. No worries. Hehh. My I better start studying now or else April's test's gonna kill me.

That's not all for now, but I have to leave this computer now as I need to get myself ready. MYF meeting tonight. Please tell me what am I suppose to do on MYF Sunday. Which is next Sunday. How fast time flies.

I'll stop, for now.
What is wrong with this computer.

-JESSMINN-

Smile, Jesus loves You.

O.o

Now I totally sound like a problematic child. Thanks to myself SOMEBODY. Gahh. Who cares anyway. As long as I know I am not one. Hmm. Thanks to the concerned ones. I do appreciate that.

I better stop this.
JESSMINN.

JESUS LOVES ME.