bar-be-cue

My my I was 100kg before that and now I'm 3000kg. See, that's one thing I don't like about food. Too tempting.

Anyway I'm not dropping by here to just tell about how much fat I gained. I'm here to, well, make myself clear about the hectic-ness that will come to me after this holiday. In fact this holiday is over. Yes I know that. And about homework, well, less than 2 hours for me to finish those 1-week-dead homeworkS.

So what's on after this holiday. Re-examination for St. John, oh great I don't even know where's my first aid textbook, and I've to march under the hot sun every Sunday how am I gonna make it to church, stay back after school everyday for choir practice, which means no more time for homeworks, and MAYBE, maybe those committee members meetings. And of course, school life, tuition life, blablabla blablablahh. What's more. Am I missing out anything else. Oh yeah I'm gonna abandon this blog. BWA. HA. HA. HA. Ha.

And oh yeah.
GET ME THOSE!!!!!


My. I wonder which company is the producer. A few days ago my sister just found out that her CHANGMIN necklace, as well as my YUNHO's, was a product of Tiffany & Co.'s. She was feaking all the way out and wanted to scream out loud until she realised that I wasn't at home. Hahh. No point for her to scream as no one's gonna entertain her.

So I guess this will be the last post during this holiday. What I can conclude about this Chinese New Year is that, this year's is much better than lats year's. Hahh. =) And my conclusion about this holiday - A WASTE OF TIME. Gaaahh. PMR's so near that I can feel it right now, therefore I'm flying off to my books. Textbooks, rivision books, WHATEVER.

Yes it's already the end of this holiday but still I'm going to Kristyl's place later. Hahh.

Homeworks, I'm coming to you and my bloggie, I'm abandoning leaving you, for now.

God bless!!!

Still-me,
JESSMINN.

THEIR BACK. AND I LOVE THAT FEELING.
THANKS FOR ROCKING. =D

MUSIC. IS. LOVE.

I'm back. AGAIN.

Well yesterday has been long. Very, VERY LONG.
I shall start with


ahem.

MADE IN KOREA. MADE IN KOREA.
Made in Malaysia. =.=

This picture was taken a week ago. Anyway, let's get back to the topic.

AHEM.

"Describe DBSK."
" DBSK is a pee-beo."

The emcee. JUN SOO.

Scratching you head eh? I had no idea what was he talking about too.
Until the next sentence.

"He actually wanted to pronounce the word 'fever'."

.. .

Yesterday, a friend of my sister, who also happens to be a Cassiopeia came by. We watched a few videos from her pendrive and after that watched the Banjun Dramas from All About 2 which she brought. My, when can I get mine. Time passed so fast, it's already 2 then. Switched the channel, watched MNet KM Music Festival of the year 2007. Yea, TVXQ wasn't there as they didn't come up any Korean album that year. I was waiting for the performance 'Into The New World' by SNSD but in the end, nah, they did not show it. Had McD for lunch again, my, I'm getting so unhealthy.

And as for yesterday night, well, I'm speechless about that. All I can say is Reuel, one small cup of water ain't enough to quench my thirst for the whole long night. Hahh. Thanks a lot anyway. And yeah, I won 5 bucks for Rufus. Heehh. Not bad huh.

And well, I went to Shar Min's place and after that to this schcoolmate of mine's place just now. Shar Min tell your mom I love her mee!! Thanks a lot!! XD

Okay end of report. And by the way, no more Criminal Minds for me. Gahh. I miss Agent Hotch. =( I haven't even finish the first season. Fine then. I'll just stick to the computer my homeworks from now on. And guess what? I'm gonna quit blogging. Bwahahahaha. Yea right.

I must stop this.
And I know I can.
Just watch me.

Oh great I just realised that I haven't start working on JaeJoong-post. =( When?

Leaving,
J.E.S.S.M.I.N.N.

HE. ROCKS.

good morning. =.='''

Is that happening?
In a good way
or in a bad way?
Should I
or should I not?

See, I'm wasting my time on another lame post again.

And oh yeah, by the way,
I love drinking wine
'cause
it's makes me look pinkish and healthier after I drank it.

Lame. I know. LAME.

And about the template,
obviously it wasn't a success.

Gee.

This is not good.

I can't stand this anymore.

Can I?


His child,
JessMinn.

OH GREAT.

I'M BANNED FROM TOUCHING THE COMPUTER.
I BETTER FLY OFF NOW.

Today.

Yeah. Today.
Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Again.
And to Mr. Kim Jae Joong, Happy Birthday. AGAIN.
And of course, Happy Birthday to Mr. Joel. And again.

Now what happened today.

Did not wake up early. I've been sticking to this computer since morning. Just to find out how to use this template thingy. That's how my whole morning and half of my afternoon faded away. And I'm still unable to get it done yet. Left for the beach just now. Had french fries. Hahh my favourite. =D And now, back to this computer to work on the same thing. My, when can I get to work on this JaeJoong post.

I'm off to work on that hopefully-will-be-done-soon thing, Jae I'll be back to post about you. I MUST.

He's just a boy.. Jae don't make me cry.. I DON'T WANNA EMO..!!

Nahh, I WON'T.


JessMinn.
loves you.

it is 26th

AND

JaeJoong is 23.
Happy.
Or sad.

And another husband ex-husband whatshouldicallyou.
Joel Chew.

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG!!!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOEL!!!
HAVE A BLESSED BIRTHDAY GUYS!!
MAY LAST YEAR'S BEST BE THIS YEAR'S WORST!! XD
MAY EVERYTHING TURN OUT GREAT THIS YEAR!!!

And everyone out there,
Happy Chinese New Year 2009!!
-idontknowwhatmoretosay-

1.09AM. I should be in bed right now. Another 10 hours or less than that and 2009 CNY starts. In fact it started. Well well whatever. I realised I've been blogging unnecessarily lately. I better stop this. Right after I change the blogskin. But HOW?

Off,
JessMinn. --
Oh yeah, my nose stopped running. HAHAHH. Thank You Lord!! =D

BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER

Conclusion - I LOST.
Oh well, better luck next time. =)

So I've been to the same mall twice in two days, not getting what I aimed for. Well at least it's better than nothing, though. But somehow I still feel a little bit of guilt in me. Should I regret or should I not. And as for my watch, it's still laying there, still not ticking yet. My, when can I get it fixed. Poor little thing.

Those boys down there, screaming and shouting and fooling around at 11 pm. An hour before midnight. Neighbours, I apologise for that. I just can't help it. Knowing that there's nothing I can do to shut them up, why should I bother to even care about their behaviours.

Oh, no. Tell me this is not true. You know what, Hanz is here. Killing me with his charms again. Little boy stop giving me that smile. Stop it. STOP IT. He's just way tooooooooo cute. See, now I have to finish this post as quick as possible in order to get down to play around with him. Heehh. Aww,... That little charmer just came upstairs. And off he went. Oh no oh no oh no, their leaving now. NO!!!!

..

Crap. They left. =( After those bye-byes. With his charming smile. Aww. See, I don't get to play with him because of, well, you know what. I just went down to greet them goodbye and, I'm starting to miss him already. The other family is still here, now the eldest boy is playing with the harmonica. Blowing it NON-STOP. Little boy, is it so hard for you to be even a little considerate.

Well let me do the countings now. In between 8pm till now, there are... Almost 6 families came by? Nah, we're all one family right. Hahh. Except for my mom's 2nd sis, all of here siblings came just now.

Oh yea, they're all watching the episode which I've always wanted to watch. Of the 2nd season of Criminal Minds. The episode which Reid was kidnapped and drugged, I guess. I just started watching the first season yesterday. Hopefully I'll get to finish all of the 3 seasons in this week.

And yea, I almost forgot. Happy Birthday to Tiffany. Hahh. Sorry I did not text you 'cause something happened to my simcard and blablablah. Heehh. Happy birthday again. May all your dreams come true~.

I guess I'm done here. I think I'll be back. Hahh.

EDITED: Ignore lame title. I kept laughing when I first heard that from my sis.

-JESSMINN--

=)

That smile.
[Not the one above XD]
Full with confidence.
WOW.
Nah I won't dare.
Whoops.
Nah nah nah it's nothing.
Heehh.
And by the way I'm still very happy. =D
And still not knowing the reason... Probably because of.. Maths rocks? =.='''

23rd January
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWIN UNCLES
Best wishes from me =)
Hope to see you both very soon.

=D
=D

2 smiles.
1 to the elder one and the other to the younger one.

...

See. I have nothing else to do.
Another lame post here.
Oh yea.
WHEN CAN I GET MY WATCH FIXED?
It's been a week or so.
My. I better get enough sleep.
Till here.

-JESSMINN-
Oh yea, dear nose I'll definitely pray for you. =D

Remove the stones!! =D

Well let's see. How am I gonna start this real post.

9 days of freedom and
what's next?

BACK TO SCHOOL.

Okay let's not think about that first. My, 2 more days to Chinese New Year, which also means 2 more days to his birthday, and his birthday. Both are husbands of mine. Hahh. Well I don't know the reason but I don't feel Chinese New Year at all, but at least I'm already tasting freedom right now, although I'm aware that it's gonna end very VERY soon. Believe me. A week later and poof! Freedom's gone. Right. So for now, let us all just enjoy and enjoy and enjoy STUDY. The scariest word of all. Yea right. As if I will do so.

Oh yeah.

" Philip P wearing i've-forgotten-what shouting out loud on the top of Petronas Twin Tower. "

There's more but I find this the funniest. Gahh.

So I'll start with today. This morning I got up from bed and felt that my nose is watery. Got worse in school. I don't know what causes this but yea, I'm having running nose. 2 days right before CNY. Oh well. I'm not gonna complain much 'cause besides feeling watery in my nose, everything else's fine. I don't feel sick at all. Heehh =) Everything else is just as usual. Or shall I say, better than usual. My mood's 1000% fine today. I was happy in school. Happy in CF. Happy in Mandy's house. Even happier in tuition. Hahh. I'm still very happy right now. XD Whee~!!! Everyday will be like this!! Hahh!! Oh yea. I would like to apologise to those in my class and to those who are in the same tuition class with me for annoying you people with my annoying clearing-my-flu-sound. It's annoying, I know. I felt annoyed too. Sorry everyone, I really am. =)

As you can see, I'm done with my 'emo-mood' now. What's so good to emo about anyway. What's so great about emo-ing. Why did I ever emo in the first place. Just let it be. Push all our problems away to God, and He'll solve them for us. Amen! Thank You Lord, thank You so much. =D

Whoo I'm still very hyper right now. Without knowing the reason. Heehh. Well shopping plan for tonight canceled, as, well, you don't have to know why. Heehh. So I'll just spend my whole night in front of this computer, I guess.

Oh, right. This post is supposed to be the recall for this whole week. My, I've really crapped a lot. Okay now I'll do it in one paragraph. To those who are getting bored, you may leave. And to those who are interested to read more of my craps, stay. Heehh I still know that I'm lame. As usual.

Now what happened on Monday. Owhh, right. I stayed back for audition for this year's school's choir team. I did it. BadlyAwfully. I just did it very awfully. I was shaking inside, seriously. Maybe it's because of those bad memories I had last year. Yea right last year. I sang the wrong lyrics for Twinklw Twinkle Little Star (DO NOT LOL). I didn't do my best and yet I put high expectation in it. Hahh. That's was the biggest mistake. And so I ended up like that. So for this year's, yes I did it awfully. Again. And after the audition, I had the thought of re-auditioning in my mind. As I knew that I didn't do my best. I was considering for that for quite some time, and finally, yeah, I requested for a re-audition. Thank God I did so. Thank God I did not repeat the same mistake again. I did all my best, and, was finally satisfied. And as for Tuesday, I SOLVED A RUBIK'S CUBE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE. XD Not much to elaborate on that. Wednesday, bad day. To me it's kind of stupid and lame to have Science Society and Math Society instaed of Science and Maths Society. Why in the world do they wanna put it that way. Thursday, they had spot check during assembly. And that was the day when the school's choir team's name list is out. Hahhh I made it~!! I'm part of the school's choir team now!! Heehh thank You so much Jesus. =) And as for today, as told, I'm mega-happy. =D

Done. Hahh.

I'm still in the mood to crap. But not having anything to crap about.

Oh and by the way, my uncle and my aunt are coming back tomorrow. Heehh unlike most of you people, my cousins are all coming back instead of us leaving Kuantan. There're advantages and disadvantages, though.

So I think that's all for now, I'll be back to write more if I feel like doing so. See what I can do to my blogskin. Again~


Get well soon little nose!! =)

JESSMINN
If you believe, you would see the glory of God.

historicAL moment.

20th January.
2009.
Tuesday.
As the my watch shows 9.50am.
As the bell of the third period rings.
After around 100 days.
Finally.
I can solve a Rubik's cube.
Whee~~!!!
But it takes me some time to do so. =.='"
Anyway thanks to Meng Wey and Hung Sheng. =D

Ignore.
This is just a lame post.
The next post will come.
By tonight.
Hopefully.
'Cause I might be out to shop tonight.
Whee.
I'm so happy.
See.
I told you to ignore.
This is just a lame post.

God's child,
Jess Minn.

I JUST CAN'T WAIT

to get back home from school CF Mandy's house tuition tomorrow. I've so much to crap about. But I don't think I'll remember what I wanted to crap about by then.

Lots Of Love,
- Jess Minn --

procrastination.

My. What have I done to my blog header. Is it that hard to even change a blogskin. I wonder.

I don't think I have the time to change it. Let it just remain the same. Boring blog. Boring blogskin. Boring blogger. Gahh.

Hmm. Homemade kimchi chaege for dinner. Cool.

Nothing else. Schooling tomorrow. Duhh why am I saying this here. I've been sticking to this computer for almost 3 hours instead of getting a long nap. Health state is getting worse and worse. Panda eyes getting bigger and darker.Change. Please.

Oh yea. Congratulations to Mr. Hendriq Lee for being voted as one of the MYF committee members.

Till here.

JessMinn.
CHANGE.

CONTINUE ROCKING MY LIFE. PLEASE.

Double Heart Attack

Someone requested for the previous post just now. Oh well whatever.

As for today,
Jess Minn = Hendriq;
Hendriq = Jess Minn.

'EX-DEE'

' " '

.. .

Well finally I'm back here after leaving home for 10 hours and 23 minutes. From this year onwards every Friday will be so hectic. And tiring. Yet this is much more better than 2008's Fridays. Glad that there's changes. But well, I won't be attending Chinese tuition class on Friday nights anymore. Evonne I'm gonna miss you so much. =( I'll try my best to figure out a way of meeting you. Whatever it takes. Hahahh XD

Yes, today is very tiring, yet I did not take my nap. Hahh, miracle happened. XD See that, devil? See what have I done? I listened to myself!! I did not follow you!!! Now let me tell you. It's what I SAY. NOT what you say. I'm the one ruling myself, NOT you. I know that I stay in Jesus, and I know that Jesus stays in me. Hahh. See what else can you say now. And and and, you don't have to stay away from me 'cause I'll be the one staying away from you. Hahh.

This little devil is so bad, you know. Always leads me into temptation. Always corrupts my mind. Always drives me away from God. But I can tell you now, little devil, that I'm not afraid of you! I stay in God and God stays in me, that's the fact and nothing you do can change that. =P

PLEASEdonotmisunderstandI'mstillinthis'emo'mood. Oh goodness when will this end. Tell me what to do tell me what to do tell me what to do. I really don't know what should I do now so, PLEASE DO THE RIGHT THING. Oh yeah, and there's a rather bad news today: No higherground session for January. Oh well, February isn't far though. In fact I can feel PMR now yet I'm still not taking actions. XD Wait till you see me then.

As everyone knows, tomorrow's a schooling Saturday. Another hectic day to come. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow at all. Oh please please please please pleeeeeeeeease.

Pretending is the worst thing ever. Please stop this.

Lord tell me what to do.
Please...

I've got to go by now. Please don't get sleepy so soon. Till here. Using the same old way to end a post. Cheers!!

-JESSMINN-
THE CHILD OF GOD


p/s: stop. vibrating. please.

T CONCERT

Tonight shall be the night.

10 hours and 22 minutes

And finally I'm home. =)

IGNORE.

Sorry but lately I'm a little addicted to BM.

*lately = Today. And ONLY today.

Surprise. << only once XD

Tak jadi nak sign off. Gaahhh terlalu tempting.

Okay so this week should be the 'emo-week'. Or this month should be the 'emo-month'. Oh well either one. Don't ask me IDONTKNOW. Well that's totally impossible. Idonotwantthat!!! But everything make sense if it's so. If it is so, that should be that reason why. Why did someone did something. Hmm. That must be the reason. Arghh why am I thinking about this. I'm not suppose to. So STOP IT.

Fine.

Oh yea.

Had you been given the chance,
would you,
or would you not,
accept the offer?

Well opportunities like this don't just come to you everyday. Think about it. Think. Gahh I've still got 3 months to think about it. Why worry now. Hmm.


Let's see what I can do to this blogskin. (emo-week/month-blogskin) Will do it when I have the time.

Appreciate. For I'll only do this these when I'm lame enough. So, do appreciate larrhh. Apayangsayacakapni. Gahh.

Ending the post that you shouldn't appreciate,
the one-day-lamer,
JessMinn.
Jeremy why larh delete your cute blog.

Oh yeah Angie. Obviously perjanjian itu tak jadi larrh.
Bad Jess Minn.

the John 3:16 method

CLICK TO ENLARGE.

Signing off,
JessMinn.
idontlikehomeworksarghh.

born to emo

Vs born to be emo.

Evidently born to emo won my vote. XD

Hmm I'm still wondering how I did that with a throat in such condition.

Well let's see.
First week of school - faded away,
and my current condition: half dead,
what's more,
the first and only resolution mentioned here - DEAD.

This is sad. And very, very bad~~.

I've got so many things to writ about but then, you know, idonthavethetime. When am I going to blog about mMYPG. So obviously I did not make it to edit the post last week. Hmm. I was in Megamall that night last-minute-checking whether I missed anything. By the time I reached home it was already... Um.. 10? Oh well I planned to go to bed at 9.30 or something like that and ended up sleeping at almost 12. =.='"

I'm recalling what happened this whole week. It seems like nothing happened. At all.

MONDAY.
I woke up early. Duhh of course I did. Finally I started doing Quiet Time but seriously, 20 minutes isn't enough. Went to school. Reached school. Hoping that they won't change our classes like they did the year before. And guess what? They did not!! Oh great praise the Lord. Everything went smooth and fine that day. Excpet for the sleeping-for-the-whole-afternoon part.

And so TUESDAY, nothing happenedsomething happened. I'm no longer in the same class with Shar Min. =(
WEDNESDAY night something caused me to emo until now.
THURSDAY seems so long ago.

And FRIDAY. Which is today. One word: hectic.

10 attended the very first CF of 2009 and I'm glad that I'm one of them. CF ended at 2, and Math tuition starts at 3. So we were dropped in front of Reuel's house at 2.30. Tuition starts at 3. Reuel insisted to walk both Mandy and I back to my house. Reached home at 2.35. I repeat, tuition starts at 3. Gahh no time to take my bath. Changed. Ate. Set off. Reached the place at 3.10. Not bad huh. I didn't expect that we'll reach there that early. I expected to reach at around 3.30 or so. Hahh. Came out with a new plan. Hopefully it'll work. Please and thanks a lot.
=D

12.57AM.
WHAT........??????!!!!!!
It's late now, I have to shut this computer down. WHATEVER.

JessMinn.

timeless?

For the first whole month of the school holidays, I woke up for this extremely evil computer.
For the second last week, I woke up for the sake of the piano.
And for this week, which is the very last week of the school holidays, I woke up for God.
The best and most meaningful week of the whole holidays, yet the MOST TIRING week.

[off to tuition, will be back to edit =)]

mMYPG

Stands for mini Malaysian Youth Prayer Gathering.

I feel so fed up.

Oh well, I realised that I never mentioned about this prayer gathering even once in my blog. Although it's a bit late to promote this. Anyway it's better than I did nothing. So here's how the flyer looks like. Information about the whole program as stated.


For more information log on to please click ME. You can also try ME.

.. .

Gahh. So many things to say. So little time to do so. Tuitions and meetings. Driving me mad. Another half an hour and I will find myself learning ScienceMaths. Or won't I...? Well I just hope that everything goes accordingly. Everything will be fine. Pray hard. 15 minutes tonight. That won't be long. Lord I trust that You make things happen for a reason, and I know this is one of those things that happens for a reason. I trust You Lord!! I have faith in You Lord!!!!! Amen!!!!

Yea yea, I won't regret this. Better make sure.

I sound stupid. 'Cause I AM stupid. Oh well, till here, cheers everyone!!!

Getting more and more active,
JessMinn.

=D

Definition of Resolution

Gahh stupid blog lately someone made me feel like abandoning you. But I won't do so just because of someone. =)

Well lately, or shall I say in these few days, many used the word 'resolution'. And my mother was one of the them. Today, I shall share this conversation her with you people, which took place at my cousin's house yesterday night.

My mom asked this. Suddenly.
Mom: So girls, what are your resolutions for this new year?
I was the first one who answered. IMMEDIATELY.
Me: TO GO TO DBSK'S CONCERT!!! =D
My sister nodded.
Mom: No, that's not what resolution means. What you said just now is what you hope to do, it's a wish.
Both of us: NO!!
Mom: Yes, resolution means what do you want to achieve, what is your goal. Going to DBSK's concert is just what you hope, it's just your wish, it's not a resolution.
We still didn't agree.
Both of us: NO!!!!!
Mom: Yes!! Resolution means what you want yourself to achieve!! What you aim for!!!
Me: YES!!! THAT IS WHAT I AIM FOR!! GOING TO DBSK'S CONCERT IS MY RESOLUTION!!
Mom: NO!!!!!

Gahh. That was stupid. Arguing over MY resolution. Anyway I AM going to their concert. Don't ask me how I know I just know they'll be coming this year. THEY WILL COME. And I will be there, that's for sure. =D

First day of the new year, not that bad. At least I did something. Oh this is stupid. And I'm gonna spend my very first evening of 2009 learning BM. Oh well. I'm looking forward to it, though. I'll see you tonight Shar Min!! And Jou Jin!!! XD

Oh yeah. Chinese versions, sound weird. Let me un-weird it. XD

Off to dinner,
Jess Minn.

== JessMinn =====
_________ 5247 . __ ._
______________
since i haven't been doing this for quite a while ____
______ __ XD

the firsts. in 2009.

The 1st person whom I said 'I love you' to: My mother.
The 1st person who said 'I love you' to me: My mother. =.='"
The 1st one who ever hugged me: My mother. [...]

[will edit soon]

and here comes 2009.

A new year.
2009.
I'm not afraid of you.
I won't be afraid of you.
You're not gonna bring me down.
NEVER.
I'm gonna fill you up with more colours.
More adventures.
More changes.
Better things.
Better achievements.
A better life.
And I'm bringing you a better me.
I MUST,
I WILL,
AND I AM GOING TO DO MY BEST.

This time, I'll be the one who's gonna bring you down.
NOT YOU.
Wait till we see it then.
=)


2009 I'M READY FOR IT!!
I'M READY FOR THE CHALLENGES!!!
But I'm not ready for PMR...

Oh well, just to wish everyone a happy and blessed new year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
MAY LAST YEAR'S BEST BE THIS YEAR'S WORST!!!
XD
WE CAN DO IT!!!

-still-Jess-Minn-
=)