where are you

The term 'lucky like hell' was once used by someone to describe you.

And now, someone just shakes their head.


I'm tired of blogging. Tired of talking here. I realized that. I'm just talking to my own pathetic wall. Which is never never ever gonna respond. Never ever gonna give a damn.


I want to talk...

And I need to talk.

Where are you Danny...

weyy

Sometimes I admire your brain. Hahh. :)

You deserve

I DISLIKE comparing.
'Cause I know I never do my best.

You reminded me of us.

Alright so here's it. I shall cut short my hair in the near future and keep it 'til the exact length I want it to be by the end of the year and after re-straightening it yes once again there goes the dead cells I shall never ever touch it again. Try reading that in one breath lala lala.


And this shall be the last time I lament about my hair here. My stupid idiotic hair.


Fire, fall down.

names?

It'd be perfect if my name is in it.

Yours truly.

i'm fixing it

Okay so I wanted to create another post. Well this is just a random update of my life. Blahh. It's one in the morning and I'm not sleeping so yeah. My mom is not at home, as you can see. Little sis got admitted to the hospital because of something useless called appendix gahh. Operation was fine, she'll be back by tomorrow I guess. And the best part is that she doesn't need to go to school for two long weeks. TWO WEEKS. Hello it's fourteen loooooong days. But poor thing the next time she finds herself in school will be the first day of exam. Oh yeah, I've forgotten. She's a genious, she can get the first place by without touching the books wahahahaha.

Meh, I don't feel like sleeping tonight and I don't think I'm gonna sleep tonight. How facinating. I'll try to finish everything undone in my life and also try to control myself. My mum always says that I do not have self-control and you know what, she's right. Recess Revolution tomorrow, I'm gonna lead well alright.

And all of a sudden I feel like deleting this post. I'm really looking forward to the day I pronounce that I quit blogging, facebook, twitter and blablablahh.

Crap, I really do need a life.

not sleeping

That night when you asked me to dream of you,
I dreamed of you.

Do you know this?

Ha-ha.

"wo xiang nian ni"

They say actions speak louder than words.
I say I choose to believe your words.
Every single one of it.
Of why am I doing this.
Of why don't I just give up already.
I'll keep reminding myself.


We need to talk.

Google has answers to everything

Such as,

How to draw a caterpillar? stupiduglycatterpillar

How to draw a cartoon caterpillar? :D

Okay now I have less than three hours to finish a caterpillar's head.
God bless Jess Minn!

__The Duplicate __

i want the fire

I'm falling

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... And I WANT to climb back up.

Maybe I just need to talk.

F5

I dislike myself much much much much.
I dislike blogging much much.
I dislike myself for disliking. MUCH.
I dislike everything. Everything but something.
Nothing makes me feel better.. But something.

Let's see whether or not I will delete this idiotic post.

Hereby pronounce,

JESS MINN OFFICIALLY DISLIKES HERSELF.
AGAIN.

Sheeeeeeeeeeeetttsshhhhhhhh.

so i say

Well.
I have much much much assignments to complete by tomorrow.
Yes, much.
So much that.. I've lost count of them.
So now I wish for a 48-hour-day.
Then I can go for like four tuition classes a day.
Isn't that fascinating.
I've got two today.
Which is kind of, fun.
And don't ask why am I sitting here instead of being in the study room.
You see, when one is not in the mood for homeworks,
she just isn't.
Do not expect someone to be in the mood for school homework.
When the school itself doesn't even know that it is a school.
Say what, 'Bestari School'?
Gahh.
So now, the problem statement;
How to finish all the homeworks by tomorrow?
Solution;
Live. Don't die.

I just love complaining.

It's hard.

And at times when I come to a point,
a point which makes me feel like giving up,
I'll always tell myself that,

it's all worth it.

and again,

I got that feeling.

And this time.
There's nothing I can do about it.
'Cause I realized that.

I can't change people.

No matter what.

so he said,

"Boys are evil."
- Mr. Lee

-_________-'"

for your entertainment ;)

Hey people!

Disclaimer: All the real names of places, people, and events have been altered or abbreviated to protect the innocent. Namely, me.

Ever wondered what the incredible fingers of human beings can do? Ever wondered how numbers can help you in taking a good, almost priceless picture? As everyone else in Malaysia is busy packing their bags slash preparing themselves (physically and mentally, I mean) for the re-opening of school tomorrow, I, who happen to find those actions unneccesary and pointless, am spending my precious time on something waaaaaayy better than what others are doing. Why worry about tomorrow, while each day has enough trouble of its own? Rather, I chose to share something which, I hope, may be helpful to those who needs help. Afterall, what is help if you offer them to those who doesn't needs help? If you're seeking for something to unwind yourself, something which (to me,) is way beyond imagination, then you are at the right place. Of course, here at jessminn.blogspot.com, we only provide you the best of the best.

An introduction;
C and B, who are people from P which I met 1500 metres above sea level, are perfect models for illustrating what fingers and numbers can do to produce a priceless piece of art. In this case, priceless pieces of arts.


Let's explore our fingers. =D

[zero]
(Although I must say, it doesn't seem like a zero to me.)

[one]
(B poking his cheek.)

[two]
(Peace! V^^)

[three]
(More like an 'okay' sign.)

[four]
(Yes, sir?...)

[five]
(Girls' favourite.)

[six]
(C looks like a little boy here. =D)

[seven]
(We're cool, we're cool.)

[eight]
(The sky is up.)

[nine]

(Haha, this is a cute one.)

[ten]
(C: What's so bright? I can't see a thing!)

Sadly, we have come to an end of the lesson of "How fingers and numbers can help to produce a piece of priceless art". Nevertheless, thank you for even bothering to scroll down to just even take a look at these priceless pieces of art.

As for tomorrow, don't worry, it's just the fresh begining of an adventure which is newer than new. Can't you smell it?

You know you don't love me,
xoxo

YOU-KNOW-WHO

Just Believe

" Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. "

Blessed 2010, best wishes.