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In school here. I have nothing else to say 'bout my blogskin. Sorry for not inviting you people to read. I didn't invite anyone at all XD I'll do that as soon as possible. Now that my stupid computer at home is not functioning well, I can do nothing with my blog. And oh yea, I'm havin' fever. DBSKfever. the temperature is rising so fast. This will never end. Till here. Smile, Jesus loves you. =)

== JessMinn =====
5120, today - 827

I BELIEVE, 믿어요

The door is always there, wide open,
and all I have to do is just to walk in it.

And I will this time.

Yes. REVOLUTION. 16th August, 2008. The night I’ve been waiting for so long, as if I’ve been waiting for it for my entire life. And so it flew away. Well I don’t know why, but I’m just so excited for this tour. I dislike waiting very much, but I did it, patiently, for this night. And when I reached there, weird feelings came to me. I felt that I was like, split into two.
The first part of me: Finally!! I’m here! Whee~!! It’s gonna make a big difference in my life!
And the second part of me: I’m here. Why was I so excited.
A part of me thought that, I’ve attended many of this kind of program, and this will just be the same as others.

But,
that part of me
was wrong.
I was wrong.
It wasn’t,
at all.

I don’t know the reason, but yesterday night, was just totally different from the others. Seriously, TOTALLY different. I started to realize so many things. I realized that, I’ve always thought that I’ve already realized things, but in fact, I’m not taking any actions at all. I always said that I’ll know what to do, but, I never realize that, I’m still not taking actions. I never realized that, each and every time I said that I realize, the next moment, I’m back to the old me again. I said that I wanna change, I said that I will change, but this popped out in my head yesterday night: WHEN?

It’s so hard to say out, but honestly, I wanna tell you, I meant myself, sometimes, or shall I say most of the times, to me, blogging, is just a waste of time. I realized that, but never take actions. Oh WHY? This is what I’ve always wished to post, but every time I thought that I’m ready for it, I just didn’t dare to be so. I know that I’ll miss so many things, and I just didn’t want to, but now, this is my decision. This time, I’m ready for it. This is a promise. Made by me, Jess Minn.

I'm not gonna waste my time anymore, like I've always did.
I’m gonna work it out. I can do this.

I’ll wait. I’ll see. I’ll change.

Smile everyone, Jesus loves you. =)

== Jess Minn =====
5110 ______ ___사랑 동방신기, 영원_____.

-welcom-all-to-revo-

Well I don't wanna talk much. Short one. I made this blog private for some reason. And I know by the time you read this post, it's already a few weeks later. Now I'll explain a little.

Last Sunday, my mum banned me from blogging. And I know, I'm disobeying here. I was forced to delete a post, which, only some of you have read it. I wished she did not saw it. Urgh, why did I let her. I wished that more of you people read that post. And now everyone's like "Why didn't you invite me to read your blog?" Sorry, there's reason of course. Currently my blogskin's like, well, I don't wanna say anything about it. There's some problem 'bout it, and I have no idea how to fix it. Anyway, thank you so much Tiff. We'll fix that later on. Hwaiting. ^__^

Maybe,
I'll create another blog.

And now,
I wanna sleep. =.=
Save some energy for tonight.
I can't wait~

Till there.

== Jess Minn ==
______ ____ ______letthemrockyou ___
It's hard to keep a secret, but i'll let it all out when everything is over. I know I can do this.

5109~~

dream till the end

This is beautiful.
Get this.
RM200/=.

01. TRICK
02. NO PAIN NO GAIN
03. Choosey Lover
04. Song for you
05. You're my miracle
06. No?
07. DARKNESS EYES
08. Purple Line
09. Day Moon～ハルダル～
10. Lovin'you
11. Forever Love
12. CLAP!
13. Ride on
14. Rainbow
15. 明日は来るから
16. LAST ANGEL
17. SHINE～Somebody To Love
18. High time
19. Rising Sun
20. Summer Dream
21. Beautiful you
22. Together
23. Love in the Ice
24. Kissしたまま、さよなら

I'll scccccccrreaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And another fever.
The track list for TVXQ's 4th Korean album.
*The not confirmed track list.

Cassiopeias await.
I'm waiting.
Time do flies.
Just wait.
They'll release it soon.
I'M GONNA GET IT
No matter how.

MY STAR TRADING
Shop Lot 05-36, 5th Floor, Berjaya Times Square, No. 1, Jalan Imbi, 55100 KL.
60321447017.

You do not know what to do. =)

-Jess Minn-

Amazing.

If it is so, tell me so.
If you don’t like it, tell me that you do not.
If you did it, just admit it.
What’s so fun about telling lies?

Well everyone, right here, I would like to introduce you a lamer. This is the second time I introduce such people in my blog. When I discovered this, I was like whattheaplaceidonotlike*MAJOR KEYBOARD SMASHING HERE*. Sometimes I just can’t stand lamers. I dislike this one VERY MUCH. This lamer, it is nothing more but just a lamer, and it calls itself “God”. It has nothing more to do in life and it decided to write such thing in somewhere. This lamer, should be brainless. Or maybe it has a brain, just that it doesn’t know how to use its brain. And again, same case, I felt pity for it’s mother. I wonder how it’s mother suffer raising up such lamer. Mother of the lamer, I really feel sorry for you. We should thank God that its mother managed to raise it up till now. For further information of the lamer, you know which site to go. And to the lamer, punishment awaits.

It has been months since the last time I touched my mails, and yesterday, I finally checked them. Here, a true miracle shared by someone, which I don’t think I know him.

In order to make it more convenient, here, I copied the whole thing so that you can read it. And please note that, this is a real story.

Amazing.
A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and then buried her with their infant baby and 8-year old daughter. The girls were buried alive! He then reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to burry him, they found the 2 little girls under the sand – ALIVE! The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed. The older was asked how she had survived. “A man wearing shiny white clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came everyday to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,” she said. She was interviewed on Egyptian national TV, by availed Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, “This was none other than Jesus, because nobody else does things like this!” Muslims believe Isa (Jesus) would do this, but the wounds mean He really was crucified, and it’s clear also that He is alive! But, it’s also clear that the child could not make up a story like this, and there is no way these children could have survived without a true miracle. Muslim leaders are going to have a hard time to figure out what to do with this, and the popularity of the Passion movie doesn’t help! With Egypt at the centre of the media and education in the Middle East, you can be sure this story will spread. Christ is still turning the world upside down! Please let this story be shared. The Lord says, “I will bless the person who puts his trust in me,” Jeremiah 17:7.

Well this is a true miracle. And now I’m sharing this. Let Jesus continue rocking this world. =)

Today I'll talk about him. David Villa.
David is 175 cm.

== Jess Minn =====
________________________
____________Cassiopeia forever__

|||||5102

100 things, Xiah

Sorry. Will post it next time. I'll explain if you ask me why. =) -09.08.08

080808 prosperity, only once

Early one morning, just as the sun was rising, hey hey wait wait wait, no no no no, okay I've gone too far, I know, I know, sorry, sorry. Okay it goes like this. -lame XD

Early one morning, dated 5th of August in the year of 2008, according to the clock in my father's car, it was 7:12 in the morning, and we were heading to a school called SMK Alor Akar. That was when I heard something I wished that I didn't. If I'm not mistaken it was from TRAX FM. Here it goes.

-"In the year 2010, Malaysia is going to face CRITICAL water crisis."

This is, um, a catastrophe. It's a total disaster. How I wish that I got up earlier that day and I reached to school a few minutes or seconds earlier and I would have missed the news. Then I won't have to think about this and that now. I just can't imagine life without water. What's a life when you live without water? I DESPERATELY NEED WATER!!!

So now, to ALL MALAYSIANS, do waste more water. Enjoy using or wasting water now as you won't get the chance to do it 2 years later. So, let us all enjoy life with water, for now.


This picture. I found it, finally.
Jun Soo has an elder twin brother named Jun Ho.

People, if you are having dengue fever, try drinking papaya juice. That might help. Jess Minn cares for your health. =)

Next, hundred thing about Xiah. Enjoy!

== Jess Minn =====
___________________theywillrockyou
Stay strong. They're always there. Do smile. =)

you said

You are stupid,
that you brought me up,
that you raised me up,
and that you did not give me up.
No,
you’re wrong.
You are not,
at all.
Deep down in my heart,
I know that,
this is not a mistake.
I wasn’t a mistake.
I am not a mistake.
And I’m not going to be a mistake.
No one on earth is a mistake.
God gave me life,
and I know there’s a reason for it.
He gave me life,
so that I can appreciate it,
so that I can learn things from it,
so that I can live it fully.
God wants me to know Him,
God wants me to know TVXQ,
God wants me to know them,
God wants me to know everyone,
everything,
what love is,
what friendship is,
what Science is,
what Music is,
and what life is.
I will,
and I know that I will
live as a child of God,
as a Cassiopeia,
as a family member of them,
as a friend of them,
as a successful surgeon,
and as a part of this world.
I am Jess Minn.
I’m 13 now,
and I know that
this is just a small part of my life.
I’m gonna play my part well,
and I’m never gonna give up in life,
no matter what happens,
because I know that,
the gift of life,
is life itself.
I’m serious.
This is a promise,
and it’s unbreakable.
It’s my life,
and I’m gonna live it fully,
no matter what.

tell me why

Someone has did something not good today. Being rude, maybe?

I realized that lately I'm not in the mood to friendster. More than 60 of 'em. Just approved 3 and that's it, I think that's enough. My, those are since February or March till now. And I'm so lazy to approve. Sorry, I really am. I didn't choose to approve them all one shot 'cause I thought that there's no point approving like that. So, I wish that you people understand. Anyway they're not gonna read this. Why am I talking 'bout this here. Blah.

Now I, too, realized something else. I'm gonna have headaches. AGAIN. Or am I not? Hopefully it's just nothing. Hopefully I won't. Should I, or should I not re-exam? Well anyway I don't think the teacher allows. Why worry so much? Life could be so much simpler.

Now,
to a girl named STEPHANIE WONG LYE KUAN, (that should be the spelling..)
you have a message from someone.
Me. =)
First of all, Happy Advanced Birthday.
Do live your life meaningfully.
May God always be by your side whenever you need Him.
Do appreciate everything in life.
And appreciate that you've lived for 17 years so far.
May all your wishes come true.
Till there.
Best wishes form me. -JessMinn the cassiopeia =)

And still,
I think I wanna take diploma.
Yea it's shocking.
What's more?
I wanna take Grade 8 theory next year.
It's just a thought of mine. Not that I'm going to.

The same one.

DREAM BIG.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

may i have your attention, please

TO SOMEONE OUT THERE, SOMEONE ANNOYINGLY CUTE, YOU-KNOW WHO YOU ARE,(wait, wait, wait,, today is umm... oh yeah xiah day. okay okay sorry back back back. continue.okay okay.ehhemm.)STOP BEING SO CUTE. DON'T SMILE AT ME WHENEVER YOU SEE ME LOOKING INTO YOUR EYES. BECAUSE, IT KILLS, YOU-KNOW. FOR YOUR INFORMATION IT REALLY DOES. SO, STOP GIVING ME THAT KIND OF CUTE SMILE.

That,
is very lame.
Smart ones know who he is. Not smart ones, um, doesn't know. XD

ST. JOHN AGM. REVOLUTION.
Let me breathe.

After the whole week of headache, after the whole week, seriously the whole week, gray hairs are still not growing. Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows anyway. This whole week I've really been very tired. Tired of making decisions. I just can't decide. Yeah I know I'm repeating. Last week I can't decide 'bout Ez's party. This week this case. I wonder what will come to me next week. I need help here. This week was um, awful.
After the whole week of headache, I came out with a solution.
I, decided to go to

to go to

to..

um to.

to -

if you really wish to know, do ask me in the chatbox. I'll surely reply

_____

. 100% =)

Whoa whoa whoa~ Look at the time..!! How fast it travels. It was like just yesterday I returned to school from a 6-weeks holidays. It was like yesterday I knew that I'm not gonna be in the same class with my friends anymore. It was like yesterday, WTE exchanged 2 Cekap and 2 Cerdas with 4 Cekap and 4 Cerdas, which, I dislike it very very much. And it was like yesterday, I'm counting down the days till Joongie's 22nd birthday.
AWAKE. Today's already August in the year of 2008.
And again, please appreciate time.

Well I think I'm done here. Nothing else. Should be. Oh one last one.

SOMEONE WISHES TO EXPRESS SOMEONE'S FEELING ABOUT SOMETHING IN SOMEONE'S SOMEWHERE BUT SOMEONE IS AFRAID THAT SOMEONE SAW SOMETHING IN SOMEONE'S SOMEWHERE AND SOMEONE WON'T BE HAPPY ABOUT SOMEONE AND SOMETHING, AND MAYBE EVEN SOMEWHERE. THEREFORE SOMEONE DECIDED NOT TO EXPRESS ABOUT SOMETHING. SOMEONE FELT SORRY FOR SOMEONE.

One other thing,
he'll never know that I'm talking about him. He has so much to care about. Busy, indeed. I think I'll never get the chance to let him know. I want the chance. Trust me, I'll go crazy if he had ever viewed my blog.

Go play friendster.

100 things about Xiah, next week. Sorry. =)

Jun Soo is 21+.

== Jess Minn =====
,, the Cassiopeia _________
_________________ JESUS ROCKS __
5094 DAYS YOUNG

let's abandon blog