Have you ever....

Avoid oily-food intake? Not because you think you are fat but it's because your stupid organ do not know how to emulsify fat.

Have you ever been in front of the computer, feeling completely lost and all alone?

Have you ever ignored the other option which is you could actually choose to join happy people who laugh like crazy people in front of TV?

Have you ever been through a mental breakdown because of five amazing-used-to-be people on this planet which causes you to constantly boycott any form of products from their country, at all?

Have you ever feel that your biggest accomplishment in life is starving hopelessly for seven miserable hours?

Have you ever thought that something is really wrong with you because you drink only two bottles of water a day?

Have you ever suspect that there is actually a tumor growing in your big head, compressing details, personality, characters, and memory that is stored in your brain?

Have you ever knew that you want things so much yet you do nothing about it because you think that your brain tumor theory may be right?

Have you ever felt, completely stuck, with extremely minimal movement, down the hole there, where nobody knows exactly the location of it, not even yourself?

Have you ever told yourself that you know you are strong and you know you can do this and you want to change for the better but you just can't?

Have you ever been the one encouraging people, full with fire, pushing people through things, and yet in the end feeling exactly the opposite of who you have once been?

Have you ever thought that no one will read this because people will think that this is just another blog entry, whining all to yourself about how lost, how clueless, how miserable you are and nobody gives a damn? Oy I'm not blaming you ah, reading people.

Have you ever been the one, always aiming for the top, the best, perfection, and now all you can feel is just down... And broken?

Have you ever thought that maybe, you are tested by God and He wants me to stand up and fire up, and become a better person than who you were?

Have you ever know that you have thought the above thought and have been always wanting to be better and now... You're still stuck down that hole which is no where to be found?

Have you ever thought that this blog entry will just last a few lines because you think that there is not much in life but discovering that you were wrong because now you are still writing?

And have you ever been using an idiotic mouse for months which has no pressure or pain receptors on the left side of itself because despite how hard you press on it's left, IT JUST WON'T CARRY OUT YOUR STUPID ORDER?

And and have you ever wished that Santa will accidentally (on purpose) bump into this blog entry and get you the smallest and simplest present one could ever wish for?

Yeah welcome to my life.