My mood

Why do you have to do it.
Why do you have to kill my mood.
See. It's you again.
Can't you just leave me alone.
Can't you just give me peace for even a week.
Seriously. You're suffocating me.
My. This is way pathetic.

I will get it back.

JessMinn. gg.com

Heaven knows

Broke my twoslashthree-months-not-broken-record this morning. Which was. Waking up after 10. Ahahahh congratulations. Well actually I woke up like around 6 this morning but gahh, continued sleeping as I was very very very tired. No idea why. Though I did not sleep after two yesterday night. So yeah. As you can see. I'm not at the beach now with the choir members. Gahh that is obvious.

So well. What can I say 'bout this whole week. Weird, in some ways. Something different ehh. Hmm. Monday nothing much. Tuesday something. Wednesday was the same. Thursday I can't recall. Friday rocked. Ahahh. What happened yesterday. Hmm. Mandy said she noticed I always turn hyperactive after CF. Which is quite true though. Hahh. Have no idea why but yeah, attending CF calms everything down and somehow my worries just disappear. Thank You so much Lord, for taking my troubles away. Thank You for what is done and what is to be done, I know You'll bring me out of these one day. Someday.

Something to share here. Something real fascinating.

Antares is the 15th biggest star in the sky. More than 1000 light years away from earth.

Now how big are we.

It is humbling.
Now how BIG are we.
And how BIG are the things that upset us today.
And.
How BIG is our God.
Keep life is perspective.
And do not sweat the small stuffs.
It's all under control.
Refer to Job 38.

My this mail should be sent to me 2 weeks ago. Then I wouldn't have had so much thoughts. Hahh anyhow overall Jess Minn is happy this week. =)

Gee theory class spoils Saturday. I know. I asked for it.

Well got to go now. Hope the meeting's on. SHIN WEI I MISS YOU.

Lousy gg.
JessMinn.
Smiles!

the line

It's not "you must be crazy".
Whether it is too much or not.
That's the one that matters.
Think carefully before you do something.
Before you say something.
Every single word that comes out.
Affects.

Do remember.

Off for the next post,
JessMinn. GG.COM

Judge not.

"Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." - Matthew 7:1-2.

I know it's not the right thing to do but jeez, they just made me feel so, so wrong. Grrr.

The m is driving the d crazy. Seriously. She just doesn't understand. But who cares. Who minds. Hmm. Senna. I feel like walking on that thin piece of wire just like what she did. And falling down. And not getting hurt. At all. Feel like jumping down from a building. Whoo. Relax. Was just crapping okay. I know what is right and what is wrong.

Facts. They are just too hard to accept.
Reality and fantasy.
Choose either one.


Daughter of the Daddy,
JessMinn.

I may not sound happy but I know I will be. =)

no gg.com today ahahahh

abandon blog - the second. gg.com

I DO NOT like the way you did it.
It's sarcastic, if you do not know that.
Seriously.
Am I out of this world.
Seems like everything's going against me today.
Every. Single. Thing.
But at least.
I did smile. =)
Seriously it cures.
But sigh.
How nice if this is some kind of.
Permanent medicine. -.-
Then I won't have to keep on repeating.
Over and over again.
Day by day.
It's just the same.
Is it not.

.. .

20th April 2009.
[hh][mm][ss]
Jess Minn decided to do her homework. S.
Oh so finally.

-JESSMINN-
Needs a hug very very desperately. Yeah. One that lasts. Smiles. SHE IS HAPPY =)

so long.

Jess Minn needs a hug right now.
A hug that lasts.

JessMinn.
-abandoning blog. GG.COM

Not what you'd expect.

It was ruined but gahh fine. Was so tired yesterday that I actually slept before 12. See. I've always known that miracles do happen. But. Didn't sleep that well though. Haven't been sleeping well lately. What am I supposed to do 'bout it. Teach me.

Well went for bible study this morning but went off after the class ended. For the sake of sushi. Whee. So happen this aunt of mine came back. So. She granted my wish I can say. Hahh. But well. I missed seeing Mr. Hendriq Lee in necktie sharing about the prayer conference. Nevermind. I'm sure that there will be a next time.

Hmm. When am I gonna post about the camp GAHHH.

About the title. This is part of what I learnt today.

Expext blessing from-
Being poor (Luke 6:20)
...Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.
Being hungry (Luke 6:21)
Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be satisfied.
Weeping (Luke 6:21)
Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh.
Being excluded, insulted (Luke 6:22)
Blessed are you when men hate you, when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil, because of the Son of Man.
Loving your enemies (Luke 6:35)
But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.
Expect trouble from-
Being rich (Luke 6:24)
But woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort.
Being full (Luke 6:25)
Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will go hungry.
Laughter (Luke 6:25)
Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep.
Being spoken well of (Luke 6:26)
Woe to you when all men speak well of you, for that is how their fathers treated the false prophets.
Loving only friends (Luke 6:32)
If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' love those who love them.

I feel like loving my enemies but. Who's my enemies? I wonder.

And yeah. I feel like abandoning this blog. Gahh.

She's pining.

The pig,
JessMinn. gg.com

Sat.

DISTANCE.
That occurred.
FAILED.
Just admit it.
Who's living in denial now.

Happy Jess Minn. GG.com

Okay.

I think I'm not.
But who knows. Maybe I am.
Maybe I am gonna be.

So tonight's HG Session will be the first one being taken charge of by the 4th generation. Do expect something different tonight 'cause. Blahh. Higher Ground is gonna rock Kuantan tonight and I can tell you that God's gonna touch every single soul present there tonight.

Well the word to describe to today: lifeless.
Maybe I should try studying. Yeah.

Ends here.
JessMinn. ..GG.com

the Saturday

Why must Saturday come. Yeeshh.
A sort of decision I made.
I'm about to do something I do not wish to. At all.
Sigh. Why must it be so miserable.
But I know that God's gonna help me.
So. Do smile. =)
Anyway. When I got up this morning.
I looked at the time.
Stated. 9:01. -.-
Obviously that wake-up-at-12-plan failed.
Tried to get back into my sleep but jeez. That didn't work.
Guess I'm already used to this sleeping habit.
Eye bags. Getting bigger and bigger.
Health state. Getting worse and worse.
Mood. More and more random.
Which I don't have any idea why.
I can be mega hyper one minute ago and the next minute.
I'll find myself out of the whole world.
Hmm I guess that's normal.
Is that normal at all I wonder.
But anyway no emo-s lately. Guess so.
Which is a good achievement. Hahh.
My. I'm craving for sushi right now.
Sendo.
I wanna go to Sendo.
Somebody bring me there.
I want sushi.
And by the way.
172 days left.
Better work hard.
God says.
I can defeat that killing-subject.
Watch me.

Today.
It's either

GG.COM

or

GG.COM.

Till then.
-JessMinn.

work on the C

Today is a Saturday.

WOW.

The day that I feared most in this whole week.
The day that I wished that I can skip.
But anyway the reality has to be faced. So.
Happy Saturday everyone.
Do smile.
God's gonna colour your day I can tell you that.

So well. Yes it's already a Sarturday. I'm still awake on the 56th minute of this new day. Which is. Kind of. So unhealthy GAHH. Hmm. I shall get up at 12 tomorrow. Then half of my day will be gone just like that HAHH. Yeeshh when was the last time I got up from bed after 9. This is just so sad.

So anyway, this is what I learned 7 hours ago.

"The world is fair."

*The next 'wow' is not gonna be a good one.

Wow.

Yes, says he.
If you're lazy.
You do lazy work.
You put lazy effort.
In the end.
You'll get lazy results.
But.
If you put extra effort.
You'll get extra results.
One who plants apples doesn't get durians.
So yeah.
That's the problem.
I'm just lazy to read.
Accept that fact.
Chinese characters are the most complicated things in this world.
Seriously.
Ask me to read them out loud one by one.
It's like taking away oxygen for me.
Gahh what a description.
But how.
I don't want that so-called-mother-languege of mine to ruin the whole cert.
You people who isn't taking that killing-subject.
How lucky you are.
Yeeshh.

So what can I say about today Friday. Random. Way random then usual. But I'm not sure why. I'm not sure whether am I sure about it. But. One thing for sure. Jesus finished off everything for me and so I shall not worry about anything. =)

Please be so.

Hmm. Nothing else to do. Oh wait there's this thing here. Specially for Mandy Say Tsui Teng.


See. They're alive and fine. And asleep now I suppose. Well since I've got nothing better to do now. I shall introduce this loving couple to you people. On your left, his name is Pepper and on your right, her name is Chilly. They look happy don't they. Although they're not expressing it.

So that's the definition of lame.

Sadly I got to go now. Gahh.

GG.COM -JessMinn