Packing

Now. Here's the 2 things that I wish I have more right now.
1. Oxygen
2. Time

Somebody grant my wish, please?
Hahh only joking. I know none can. XD

Off to pack,
JessMinn.
Isn't this boring. XD

Asking. Seeking. Knocking.

Uh oh. A few minutes ago I was so in the mood to blog but now, something took my mood away. Why did I even view that page. SHEESHH.

Anyway that thing won't stop me from blogging. I'm still gonna blog although it's a bit disturbing. Now here I go.

I shall start with
what a day.

"A verse a day keeps Satan away."

Whoo. Nice one.

And so finally MYF Sunday of year 2009 is over. We youths took charge of the whole service this morning and well, everything went fine. The only unusual thing was that it ended half an hour earlier. Hahh. Liturgist for the day was Kevin, En Wei was the worship leader, Daniel the scripture reader and the pianist was Rachelle. I played a small role, that is the pianist for the worship songs, and well, I struggled a lot. Seriously. But everything went fine in the end. Hehh. I banged the piano so hard but still I couldn't hear the piano. XD And there's this short movie that the youths filmed, a bit retartded, yet hilarious and meaningful. Hahh. Great job people. MYF-ers rocks!! XD

Evryone started asking me where I got those when they saw those. Hehh.

And yeah, this bible.

Looks big right?The actual size. That was my thumb, I think. XD

What was the photographer focusing on. =.=

The morning went fine, and so did the noon. Just fine. I started to pack the stuffs for the camp and well, I don't wanna talk 'bout that. It's still not done yet now. Gahh. I'm running out of time. Yet I'm still here blogging. Yea I know that. Well tomorrow's gonna be a busy day, and yeah, once again, no time for studying. Hmm. Maybe I should try stealing some. Hahh.

Overall today has been great, oh yes it has. Hahh. Went to the mall just now and so finally, my precious watch is ticking again. After I-don't-know-how-many-months. Hehh. And well, at least I got the things I wanted to. But it's still not done yet. Anyway it's better than nothing at all. Hahh.

My. 12:47 am. I shall sleep. Right.

'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.' -Jeremiah 33:3

His child,
JessMinn.

I just love this picture.

GUESS WHAT

I'm havin' more fun. Gahh.

SO WHAT.
So something.

12:37PM. GAHHH.

Now what

12:33am. I'm not asleep yet. Obviously. Gahh.

Just found out remembered that today's the first day of the first school term holidays of the year. Why am I not excited at all. Sheesh I don't think studying will be the main activity filling up my one-week-holiday. I did plan to study tomorrow but, last minute meetings and arrangements just stole away those free time. I'm not getting up late tomorrow 'cause of choir practice. One of tmy failed plan. My. When was the last time I got up from bed after nine. Oh well. Less than two hours for me to rest, I'm gonna find myself in my music teacher's place after that. And two hours later, church. This band practice thing for MYF Sunday which is the day after tomorrow. GAHH. MYF meeting at night, as usual. So that's how my Saturday will be like.

I seriously need a long sleep. Pleeeeeeeeease. Can I sleep for 24 hours wihtout any interruption in between? I'll wake up after that 24 hours, I promise. I just need that 24 hours. I just need that break, PLEASE. I'm just so tired of everything.

I'm gonna find myself waking up in a bad mood six hours or a little bit more later. Bad mood in the morning = bad mood for the rest of the day. Somebody please colour my day.

I'm done here.

OFF
JESSMINN.

Who knows, tomorrow might never come.

If you gotta, you gotta.

Once again, record was broken. And another one.

According to J.W.,
"People who die young are lucky. Fortunate."

Explanation - When you die old, people will remember you as how you looked when you were old, whereas when you die young, people won't remember you as how you looked when you're old 'cause they never get to see your old face. They will remember you as how you looked when you were young. I know this might be confusing. My lousy English.

TODAY IS A FRIDAY.

A father of a thirteen-year-old-boy was teaching his son to drive in the housing area. The boy actually drove around the housing area himself. Lucky child he is. If only I were him. When will my day come. I wonder.

My mind is totally blank right now. Hmm. There's so many things to say yet I can't even think of one. Fine. This is how my post's gonna end.

Sleep,
JessMinn.

I MISS

THEM.

I know You love me

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done

I just need to cry. But HOW?

=(

I do need my rest.


JessMinn
WHATISWRONGWITHME

Difference

Make one today.


To be frank, I'm still speechless. Gahh.

It seems like everything's suffocating me. Pressure. What does that mean. I know I'm fine but I don't think so. Gahh. Something's wrong with me. Guess so. Sheesh. I'm giving away my whole morning to choir practice and my whole evening to church tomorrow. Only 2 hours for me to rest in between. My. How am I gonna do my part well on MYF Sunday. Help me Lord. And again, I'm not spending my holiday studying. How sad. The next topical test is just a few weeks away and I still haven't start on my revisions. This month is gonna be much more eventful than last month. Which also means, there's hardly any time for me to study. Which means, I won't understand much about my studies. Which also means, results for the next topical test's gonna be a nightmare. NO I DON'T WANT THAT. Aww. Please. Help me.

What a post.

Taking a breath,
JessMinn.
WE'RE IN THIS WORLD BUT WE'RE DIFFERENT

Broke Free.

Why in the world did I ever create a blog. Sheesh.

My. A month passed by just like that. February. There's just too much to say. Well the reason why did this blog was kind of abandoned in the past month is that the lousy owner was banned from using the computer for a month because dontaskwhy. Gahh. Good thing that there's only 28 days in February. But anyway another 2 more days doesn't make any difference now. I'm like so used to not touching the computer. Hmm. February.

3rd - Happy belated birthday Kyu Hyeon
4th - Happy belated birthday JAE JOONG (NOT AGAIN), Jeremy (=.=|), Desmond L. and L. Yon Sheng
6th - Happy belated birthday YOON HO
9th - Happy belated birthday Han Kyung
10th - Happy belated birthday Shi Won
14th - Happy belated Valentine's Day everyone =.="'
18th - Happy belated birthday dad, CHANG MIN

I know none of those mentioned above will read this. But then I just want their names to be here. I remember you people's birthday ehh. Gahh this sounds so retarded. Anyway, here's the most shocking discovery of the month.

JAE JOONG'S ACTUAL BIRTHDAY WAS ON 4TH OF FEBRUARY.

What was that. A fact confirmed by his birth mother. According to her, if Jae's birthday was recorded as the 4th of February, it would bring him bad luck. And so his birth date was recorded as 26th of January. My, my. Why did she reveal it only now but not years ago. Causing everyone to celebrate his birthday on the wrong date.

Now what else happened in February. Hmm. Choir practices, St. John exam, and yea, the first topical test of the year. Which I did it not that badly. Hahh. I scored full marks for the only subject that I didn't revise. Sounds stupid right. But no, it's not at all. That's the blessing given by God. It's hard to believe but that's what I got when I rested in Him. Thank You, Lord. =) And um, I didn't get a C back this time. Ha. Ha. Ha. XD So besides studying and exams, choir practices was also one of those which filled up February. No comment on that one. So conclusion about February - kind-of-eventful-month. At least there were some. Hehh.

How can I forget to mention 'bout this. The first Higher Ground session of the year was on the last day of February. So finally. It was awesome, as usual. And yeah, Revolution tour is back. The tour in Kuantan will be held on the 27th-28th of March, the venue, still unknown. And there will be a CF camp on the 17th-19th of March, which is during the school holidays. It will be held at Balok Beach, and guess what, we're gonna sleep in tents. WOW. 2 nights. Not 2 years. No worries. Hehh. My I better start studying now or else April's test's gonna kill me.

That's not all for now, but I have to leave this computer now as I need to get myself ready. MYF meeting tonight. Please tell me what am I suppose to do on MYF Sunday. Which is next Sunday. How fast time flies.

I'll stop, for now.
What is wrong with this computer.

-JESSMINN-

Smile, Jesus loves You.

O.o

Now I totally sound like a problematic child. Thanks to myself SOMEBODY. Gahh. Who cares anyway. As long as I know I am not one. Hmm. Thanks to the concerned ones. I do appreciate that.

I better stop this.
JESSMINN.

JESUS LOVES ME.

S.T.R.E.S.S.

So that's the definition of it.

Needless to say, everyone knows that the February nightmare is finally over. And more nightmares to come. Anyway I'm just dropping by here to let you people know that the owner of this blog is still alive and fine notthatfine. This blog has been dead for a few weeks and will continue to be dead for the rest of the week. So that's all I wanna say.

The coffee. Should I thank it or not.

Half-dead,
JESSMINN.

Attention.

06022009.

Less than an hour to go.
Annoy me as much as you want to.
As this kind of opportunity doesn't come by everyday.
So do appreciate it.

LOVE YOU ALWAYS.


Love,
MRS.U-KNOW