How did I not die, I don't know.

I don't feel like washing my hair.

I don't feel like studying.

I don't feel like facing things and people I have to.

I don't feel like lying on the bed.

I don't feel like logging in and out from Facebook over and over.

I don't feel like walking in and out from the kitchen for good food's sake.

I don't feel like being awake and alert.

I don't feel like myself any more.

I just want to sit on the red lazy chair and watch Junior Master Chef for the rest of my life. That is one thing I look forward to today. Others, are all just pain and simply stupid.