she's back

AND STILL THAT BORED.

Well I reached KL at 11+ this morning. And just reached back here an hour ago. And... Nothing else to say.

==JessMinn=====
_______ IT'S BORING . _ . ____
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AND SHIN WEI ROCKS.

KL.

According to my watch, it's 9.12 now. I feel like bathing but I'm too tired. Or perhaps I'm too lazy. Anyhow I'm gonna rise up and head to the bathroom once I've already published this post.

Sadness + sorrow = EMO

THIS IS LAME.
AND IT'S MEGA-BORING HERE.

Off to upstairs~
-JessMinn SHIN WEI ROCKS.

[Angie sorry for ignoring you 'cause once I start chatting with you I won't stop doing so. Wait till you see this post then you'll understand why did I ignored you. I'M REALLY SORRY]

this is

DEADLY BORING.

flails~~

Date: 03.12.2008.
Time: 12.03pm.
Venue: In the bathroom.
Event: JessMinn washes HEART, MIND AND SOUL & U-KNOW's T-shirt. =(

SAVE THAT. I KNOW I'M LAME.

Finally. I'm not sure when was that, but, finally. DBSK being covered on an American music show "Fuse Excellent Adventure". Yes, an American TV Program. FUSE TV uncovers the DBSK craze/fandom on Asia Song Festival concert (which invited artists from Korea, Japan, China) and gets to personally interview the boys as well. My, my. Just check out this link or the preview below.

Nothing else much. I won't be posting for the next few days 'cause I'll be in KL. Wheee. I can leave this computer, at last.

I'm boring.

-JessMinn-
SHIN WEI ROCKS!!!!!!!!
_________ . __
God's child =)

and here comes the second.

Life is meaningless.
Life was meaningless.

I don't know why am I still here.
I didn't know why was I here.

Until now,
Until then,

I know nothing.
You made me realize.

Time is never enough.
Time is always enough.

I'm just that useless,
I was useless,

and that helpless.
but I'm not helpless.

I am nothing
I was nothing

and
but

I am nobody.
I am somebody.

I shouldn't be here.
I was meant to be here.

There's nothing in my life.
You stepped into my life.

My life is still the same.
You changed my life.

No one cares.
You do care.

No one listens.
You listen.

No one even looked at me.
You're always watching me.

No one's out there for me.
And You're always there for me.

I was always alone,
I was alone,

and I'm still alone.
but I'm never alone anymore.

No one's with me.
I thank You for always being with me,

and no one loves me.
and for always loving me.

A life like this?
I know,

I'm not gonna last.
this is forever.

It's the sentence in dark red. =)


I'm still being lame here. Even lamer. I watched these videos a few days ago, having no idea what in the world was all those. It won't take much time. Click 'play' if you think you're a person who can overcome lameness.

HAHAHA SONG by Noky Brothers [1]

HAHAHA SONG by Noky Brothers [2]


And yesterday, I found this. THANKS TO FRIENDSTER.
(Sorry no subtitles but anyway it's more or less the same XD)
HAHAHA SONG by 5 members


At first I thought that it was another Anycall Haptic commercial. Till I found out just now, that it was actually a part of a Samsung's campaign for spreading encouragement to share laughs and smiles during these hard times. SM would love that!! XD

Till here. Nothing else. Will not be using the computer till tomorrow. Cheers!!

-JessMinn-
__Shin Wei I'll miss you =(

When am I going to Kepong's Daorae?

being lame

4:57pm - Jess Minn logged in to Friendster.

the 5th

I still haven't press the 'enter' button. I still haven't log in to Friendster. BLAME YOUTUBE.

Bernice, this is for you!! XD

ahh cute little dolphin bee

Off to Friendster~
-JessMinn-

SHIN WEI ROCKS.

empty inside.

I entered my e-mail address. I entered my password. I didn't dare to press the enter button. I left that page there for an hour or so. Fine then.

29th November, 2008.
SM CONCERT IN BANGKOK
FIR CONCERT IN GENTING
Higher Ground Christmas Celebration: Crusty Rusty

I was late that day. We were late that day. I wore red(Cassiopeia's colour!!). She wore red. I wore jeans. She wore jeans. I wore black socks FIRST, she, too, wore black socks. =.='"!

LOVE.

''But I tell you not to resist an evil person. But whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also. If anyone wants to sue you and take away your tunic, let him have your cloak also. And whoever compels you to go one mile, go with him two" - Matthew 5:39-41.

Can I?

I know avoiding won't solve the problem. I know things won't turn better if this continues. I know I must face this. I've been thinking of telling you this since months ago but, I just didn't dare. It just didn't work out. I don't know how, I don't know where to start from, I don't know what would happen if I did so. I'm sorry because I did not tell you that. I'm sorry because I just didn't wanna face it. I'm sorry for doing this, but I just had it enough. Stop it, please.

Before By On 25th December 2008, will I be still avoiding?

WHAT WOULD JESUS DO?

Help me Lord, I know You will.

Child of God,
Jess Minn.

NEVER

The story which I meant in the November 9th post.

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Your village was flooded. The water level rises up till it’s almost reaching the roof level. No, it was just below the roof level. A rescue boat came, and everyone in this village was rescued by those rescuers. Everyone. Every single one of them. Except you.

You told them that you knew that God would save you. You refused to get into the boat. Fine then. Off they went. No one else was out there. Yeah, only you. Sitting on the roof. All alone. Knowing that the Lord would rescue you. You prayed hard. You were waiting for Him, quietly, patiently. You were waiting.

Waiting.

Waiting.

Okay so then suddenly, you heard something. You saw a rescue boat. Again. Rescuers were inside, reaching out their hands towards you. You still refused to get into the rescue boat, as you know the Lord will come and rescue you. They persuaded you to get in. They waited for a ‘yes’ from you. Over and over again, you said ‘no’. And so finally, off went the rescue boat. Without you. No one was left. And again, you sat on the roof, waiting, all alone.

The rain got heavier and heavier, and the water level rises. The water level had already reached about just inches below the very top of the roof which you were on. You were standing straight up. Still, waiting for the Lord to come and rescue you. Suddenly, there came a helicopter. Having the same reason as the rescuers just now, those people in the helicopter were trying to save you. They threw down the rope ladder, asked you to get onto the helicopter that instant. You shook your head. You told them that you don’t need any help from them, as God would come and save you. You told them to go away. You refused to get up to that helicopter. Those people could not wait any longer. Sadly, they went off after some time, without you.

Now it’s raining more and more heavily. The water level kept rising up and just within a short while, it is above your head. And so, there goes your precious life. Very unfortunately, you died.

The fortunate thing is that you went up to heaven. You saw God. You blamed God for not saving your life. You blamed God for not rescuing you. You wanted an explanation from Him. You wanted to know why didn’t He rescue you. But He told you that He did.

God often helps us in many ways, sends messages to us through someone else, yet we just cannot see that. And in the end, we blame God. We lose faith in God. We do not trust Him anymore.

Why do such things happen? Why people just don’t see things? Why don’t we blame ourselves but blame God?

I WANT ANSWERS.

Sometimes we just don’t see things happening. Sometimes we just don’t understand. God is always out there trying to help us, yet we do not know that. Sometimes He’s telling us something, but we just do not listen. Sometimes He’s trying to help us, but we just do not trust Him. Sometimes it’s not God who doesn’t want to save us, but it’s our own selves.

It did happened to me.When I got my results back, I almost gave up everything. Sorry Lord, I'm really really sorry. And thanks for always being by my side. =)

JessMinn loves Jesus, always and forever.

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Suddenly I just feel that there's nothing to post about. I feel like making bookmarks now. This is lame.

-JessMinn
WAKE UP FRIENDSTER

the first.

Today I'll blog as many as I want. 'Cause ---. So well, the first post goes like this.

==JessMinn=====
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