Hi. Night Jess Minn talking. Night Jess Minn refuses to study. Night Jess Minn needs to study. Night Jess Minn has only one priority. Heh. One priority. Tautology. Night Jess Minn has to keep it going. Night Jess Minn does not even want to start. The whole cycle repeats. You start off feeling the body of it. Just the mass of it. And you give so much care, you handle it right the whole time, because you nearly messed up the last time. Day by day, week by week, the pace was just right. And then suddenly a tremendous weight consumes your entire being. Furiously. Before you even know it. You feel lost. You feel defeated. But what went wrong? You did everything right, and everything wrong. You did everything of both. Now do you keep it in care, or do you discard it along with all hope? You don't decide. Time does. Time does it all the time. And everything will be fine.
Yes, the whole cycle repeats. But I'm just so sick of it.
P.S. It will pay off.
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