They say actions speak louder than words.
I say I choose to believe your words.
Every single one of it.
Of why am I doing this.
Of why don't I just give up already.
I'll keep reminding myself.
We need to talk.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Google has answers to everything
Friday, January 22, 2010
i want the fire
I'm falling
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... And I WANT to climb back up.
Maybe I just need to talk.
F5
I dislike myself much much much much.
I dislike blogging much much.
I dislike myself for disliking. MUCH.
I dislike everything. Everything but something.
Nothing makes me feel better.. But something.
Let's see whether or not I will delete this idiotic post.
Hereby pronounce,
I dislike blogging much much.
I dislike myself for disliking. MUCH.
I dislike everything. Everything but something.
Nothing makes me feel better.. But something.
Let's see whether or not I will delete this idiotic post.
Hereby pronounce,
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
so i say
Well.
I have much much much assignments to complete by tomorrow.
Yes, much.
So much that.. I've lost count of them.
So now I wish for a 48-hour-day.
Then I can go for like four tuition classes a day.
Isn't that fascinating.
I've got two today.
Which is kind of, fun.
And don't ask why am I sitting here instead of being in the study room.
You see, when one is not in the mood for homeworks,
she just isn't.
Do not expect someone to be in the mood for school homework.
When the school itself doesn't even know that it is a school.
Say what, 'Bestari School'?
Gahh.
So now, the problem statement;
How to finish all the homeworks by tomorrow?
Solution;
Live. Don't die.
I just love complaining.
I have much much much assignments to complete by tomorrow.
Yes, much.
So much that.. I've lost count of them.
So now I wish for a 48-hour-day.
Then I can go for like four tuition classes a day.
Isn't that fascinating.
I've got two today.
Which is kind of, fun.
And don't ask why am I sitting here instead of being in the study room.
You see, when one is not in the mood for homeworks,
she just isn't.
Do not expect someone to be in the mood for school homework.
When the school itself doesn't even know that it is a school.
Say what, 'Bestari School'?
Gahh.
So now, the problem statement;
How to finish all the homeworks by tomorrow?
Solution;
Live. Don't die.
I just love complaining.
Monday, January 18, 2010
It's hard.
Monday, January 11, 2010
and again,
I got that feeling.
And this time.
There's nothing I can do about it.
'Cause I realized that.
No matter what.
And this time.
There's nothing I can do about it.
'Cause I realized that.
I can't change people.
No matter what.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
for your entertainment ;)
Hey people!
Disclaimer: All the real names of places, people, and events have been altered or abbreviated to protect the innocent. Namely, me.
Ever wondered what the incredible fingers of human beings can do? Ever wondered how numbers can help you in taking a good, almost priceless picture? As everyone else in Malaysia is busy packing their bags slash preparing themselves (physically and mentally, I mean) for the re-opening of school tomorrow, I, who happen to find those actions unneccesary and pointless, am spending my precious time on something waaaaaayy better than what others are doing. Why worry about tomorrow, while each day has enough trouble of its own? Rather, I chose to share something which, I hope, may be helpful to those who needs help. Afterall, what is help if you offer them to those who doesn't needs help? If you're seeking for something to unwind yourself, something which (to me,) is way beyond imagination, then you are at the right place. Of course, here at jessminn.blogspot.com, we only provide you the best of the best.
An introduction;
C and B, who are people from P which I met 1500 metres above sea level, are perfect models for illustrating what fingers and numbers can do to produce a priceless piece of art. In this case, priceless pieces of arts.
Let's explore our fingers. =D
[ten]
(C: What's so bright? I can't see a thing!)
Sadly, we have come to an end of the lesson of "How fingers and numbers can help to produce a piece of priceless art". Nevertheless, thank you for even bothering to scroll down to just even take a look at these priceless pieces of art.
As for tomorrow, don't worry, it's just the fresh begining of an adventure which is newer than new. Can't you smell it?
Disclaimer: All the real names of places, people, and events have been altered or abbreviated to protect the innocent. Namely, me.
Ever wondered what the incredible fingers of human beings can do? Ever wondered how numbers can help you in taking a good, almost priceless picture? As everyone else in Malaysia is busy packing their bags slash preparing themselves (physically and mentally, I mean) for the re-opening of school tomorrow, I, who happen to find those actions unneccesary and pointless, am spending my precious time on something waaaaaayy better than what others are doing. Why worry about tomorrow, while each day has enough trouble of its own? Rather, I chose to share something which, I hope, may be helpful to those who needs help. Afterall, what is help if you offer them to those who doesn't needs help? If you're seeking for something to unwind yourself, something which (to me,) is way beyond imagination, then you are at the right place. Of course, here at jessminn.blogspot.com, we only provide you the best of the best.
An introduction;
C and B, who are people from P which I met 1500 metres above sea level, are perfect models for illustrating what fingers and numbers can do to produce a priceless piece of art. In this case, priceless pieces of arts.
Let's explore our fingers. =D
(Haha, this is a cute one.)
[ten](C: What's so bright? I can't see a thing!)
Sadly, we have come to an end of the lesson of "How fingers and numbers can help to produce a piece of priceless art". Nevertheless, thank you for even bothering to scroll down to just even take a look at these priceless pieces of art.
As for tomorrow, don't worry, it's just the fresh begining of an adventure which is newer than new. Can't you smell it?
You know you don't love me,
xoxo
YOU-KNOW-WHO
xoxo
YOU-KNOW-WHO
Friday, January 1, 2010
Just Believe
" Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. "
Blessed 2010, best wishes.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
i want food
Alright so this may be the last post of the year 'cause I won't be free to blog later. I recall what I did during the last whole month of last year. I blog and blog and blog and blog. Which now I don't know what's the point of all those ahaha. Blogging... Is sometimes, stupid.
You know everytime during the first few days of the new year you'll be like making HUUUGGE decisions and decide that that's the way how you wanna live. You know whenever you come out with a list of resolutions and you're so looking forward to achieving it. And you know when everytime you say this is it I don't wanna regret anymore I'm gonna do my very very best I won't won't woooooonn't regret I'm so happy I'm actually saying this. And sadly, in the end, you'll be the pathetic one asking why why why why why. Well this is my case and, I DO NOT LIKE IT. So I guess for the next year, which is yeah the next few days, I won't be making all these pathetic major decisions which in the end I won't be able to fulfill in order to decrease disappointment and at the same time to increase satisfaction whenever I hit a minor achievement. Doesn't that sound great. =D
Well this year was the most happening year, I can say. Yeah. Terrible things wonderful things, they just mix up together. It's like having a piece of blank paper on the table and you start splashing different colours one shot. Just pretend that you have many many hands. So in the end you get a piece of you-don't-call-it-art and it's just hanging there and 'til now you still don't know what to do with it. Meh.
I'm so hungry I want McD.
If only I could tell everything here. Blahh. In this case all the real places, people, and events have been censored in order to protect the innocent. Namely, not me. :) Right. Well it's a good thing that I lost my mood to blog 'cause if I still have it, I'd be ending up here spending sleepless night on this final post going through every single detail be it memorable or not, thinking about the past and figuring out how to put them in presentable words and trust me, it's gonna be endless.
Stupid final post.
Overall,
2009 was oh-so
unpredictable .
thanks for happening :)
You know everytime during the first few days of the new year you'll be like making HUUUGGE decisions and decide that that's the way how you wanna live. You know whenever you come out with a list of resolutions and you're so looking forward to achieving it. And you know when everytime you say this is it I don't wanna regret anymore I'm gonna do my very very best I won't won't woooooonn't regret I'm so happy I'm actually saying this. And sadly, in the end, you'll be the pathetic one asking why why why why why. Well this is my case and, I DO NOT LIKE IT. So I guess for the next year, which is yeah the next few days, I won't be making all these pathetic major decisions which in the end I won't be able to fulfill in order to decrease disappointment and at the same time to increase satisfaction whenever I hit a minor achievement. Doesn't that sound great. =D
Well this year was the most happening year, I can say. Yeah. Terrible things wonderful things, they just mix up together. It's like having a piece of blank paper on the table and you start splashing different colours one shot. Just pretend that you have many many hands. So in the end you get a piece of you-don't-call-it-art and it's just hanging there and 'til now you still don't know what to do with it. Meh.
I'm so hungry I want McD.
If only I could tell everything here. Blahh. In this case all the real places, people, and events have been censored in order to protect the innocent. Namely, not me. :) Right. Well it's a good thing that I lost my mood to blog 'cause if I still have it, I'd be ending up here spending sleepless night on this final post going through every single detail be it memorable or not, thinking about the past and figuring out how to put them in presentable words and trust me, it's gonna be endless.
Stupid final post.
Overall,
2009 was oh-so
unpredictable .
thanks for happening :)
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