Just Believe

" Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. "

Blessed 2010, best wishes.

i want food

Alright so this may be the last post of the year 'cause I won't be free to blog later. I recall what I did during the last whole month of last year. I blog and blog and blog and blog. Which now I don't know what's the point of all those ahaha. Blogging... Is sometimes, stupid.

You know everytime during the first few days of the new year you'll be like making HUUUGGE decisions and decide that that's the way how you wanna live. You know whenever you come out with a list of resolutions and you're so looking forward to achieving it. And you know when everytime you say this is it I don't wanna regret anymore I'm gonna do my very very best I won't won't woooooonn't regret I'm so happy I'm actually saying this. And sadly, in the end, you'll be the pathetic one asking why why why why why. Well this is my case and, I DO NOT LIKE IT. So I guess for the next year, which is yeah the next few days, I won't be making all these pathetic major decisions which in the end I won't be able to fulfill in order to decrease disappointment and at the same time to increase satisfaction whenever I hit a minor achievement. Doesn't that sound great. =D

Well this year was the most happening year, I can say. Yeah. Terrible things wonderful things, they just mix up together. It's like having a piece of blank paper on the table and you start splashing different colours one shot. Just pretend that you have many many hands. So in the end you get a piece of you-don't-call-it-art and it's just hanging there and 'til now you still don't know what to do with it. Meh.

I'm so hungry I want McD.

If only I could tell everything here. Blahh. In this case all the real places, people, and events have been censored in order to protect the innocent. Namely, not me. :) Right. Well it's a good thing that I lost my mood to blog 'cause if I still have it, I'd be ending up here spending sleepless night on this final post going through every single detail be it memorable or not, thinking about the past and figuring out how to put them in presentable words and trust me, it's gonna be endless.

Stupid final post.

Overall,

2009 was oh-so
unpredictable .

thanks for happening :)

Got a letter hahah

And that's a part of how it looks like.
Sheesh stupid blogskin brought back my blogging mood.

Nom!

Four more to go! =D
Thanks to this generous anonymous guy!
Who, by the way, wishes to be known as 'fat ass'. =_____=
Which I don't really understand why 'cause he doesn't seem fat to me.
The next time I drink I'll take the laaaaaaarge Christmas Beverage.
And same goes for whoever is with me.
I want the little whatever-you-call-it. =D
And to Calvin, if you're reading this, which I doubt you ever will,
you weren't the first person I thought of when I was there!
Laaaaaaaaalalalala.

It's the three-hundred-and-sixty-fourth day of the year.
My, my.

hmm.

I can actually spend my entire day just thinking 'bout you and not getting bored of it.
I know. What's there to think about.
Oh you don't know how much.
I may seem completely crazy, obsessed over you,
but it's just simply because I love you.

Yeah you,
who will never read this.

Ha-ha.

Ran-dom

Moodless to sleep.
YouthQuake next year.
We're awake.
I got the oinky-flu.

I quit.

trigger happy

Greetings! =D

It's obvious that I'm not in Kuantan because the comp in Kuantan DIED. :( But never mind it will come back to life a few days later. :D

So I went to Genting this morning ahahaha can you believe it Jess Minn is in Genting on the twenty-third day of December in the year 2009! And on the way back to Kuantan, daddy 'turned into the wrong junction'! So yeah that's how I end up being here on the very night right before the-BIG-day whoo. How fascinating!

Sheeesh I'm being a weirdo these few days. Or shall I say lately.

Did I mention that it's supposed to be a one-daay-trip to Genting. And therefore I did not bring any other clothes. Nor my toothbrush. Nor any of all those other stuffs which you usually bring when you know you're not sleeping in your bed that night.

You know, I always wonder why in the world did I ever create a blog. Telling the whole world how pathetic my life is. It's even more pathetic than having a pathetic life, gahh! Well never mind if I do not make any sense to you. As long as I know what my small brain is thinking about. Meh.

Here by pronouce.
I OFFICIALLY DISLIKE MYSELF.

ALL THANKS TO NGOH JESS MINN.


Don't ask why.
I shoot when I feel like it.

Adios amigos!
-The Duplicate

three hundred

Nothing's alright.
'Cause I lost it all.

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect.

tick-tock

'When you got a life, live it. Not your way, His way.'

Meh.

You know sometimes it's frustrating when you say something which you think you can fullfill and in the end, you find out that you actually can but you do not want to.

I will kill my blog some other time.
Slash.
I will delete this idiotic post.

It's me Jess Minn.

If only I know.

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I'd do

I can't go on.